Chapter 16

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Nialls POV

As I swallow the last shot my throat stings. When it hits my stomach I get a terrible feeling. I run as fast as I can , pushing some people along the way, to the bath room. I go into the first open stall, lock the door, and vomit.

Once my stomach is empty I stand up and leave. I sit back at the bar and ask for a water. The bartender tried to get me even more drunk but I just shook my head. I drank the water and took a head ache reliever.

I leave the bar and get into the car. As I drive all I can think of is Amber and my possible child. But then I remember that its my possible child because she did it with Liam.

I run through all the red light and stop signs. I don't stop driving until I reach my house. When I pulled in the drivw way I got into the house quickly. I went upstairs and into me and Ambers bedroom. I started searching for the gun we kept hidden is case shit went down.

I finally found it, inside Ambers wedding dress. My head ached when I saw the dress and I backed away because all I coudk see was a white light.

-- flashback --

I stand there, at the end of the aisle. I'm talking to Louis about how I can't wait to Amber in her dress. I hired a photographer to get a picture of my face the exact moment I see Amber.

Before I knew it the music was playing. Lux our flower girl was throwing rose petals messily down the aisle. While Leo, my ring bearer, was looking around and stumbling behind Lux. I smiled , imaging what me and Ambers  beautiful baby would look like.

Next I see the brides maid walk down. They all look amazing. But I know for sure no one looks as beautiful and as breathtaking as Amber will be. They all line up, tallest to shortest, on the opposite side of my grooms men.

Then, the small orchestra starts playing.I see Ambers father peer out and then lead Amber out. When she gets to the area where the top of the aisle is I see her full body. She looks so beautiful in her dress. Like an angel sent from heaven that only i can have. As she walks down the light catches her dress and causes it to sparkle. Tears form in my eyes. I'm the luckiest man alive. I get to spend the rest of my life with her.

When she reaches the aisle her father kisses her cheek and I go down to her. I lead her up to the small ' stage ' and she stands in front of me. I can't stop looking at her. Her makeup is done magnificently, even though she doesn't need it. She smiles at me and I know she's thinking it also. We're meant to be and nothing can separate us from each other. Not even God himself can stop us from loving each other.

"Amber , " I whisper to her even though I should be listening to the priest " I'll love you always." and she replied back...

" always . "

-- flashback over --

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