Mad Love

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Its been about three or so days since the gorgeous Joker was in my car. He was so delicate and sarcastic it kind of turned me on. He made an awkward moment not completely awkward. 'I wonder where he is right now. I wonder if he remembers me or not', I thought to myself. Just as my thoughts were finished I heard a knock on my apartment door. I got up off my couch and peered through the peep hole. I was in awe of what i seen. A green eye peeking back at me then backing away to reveal Joker. I immediatley fixed myself a bit and opened the door. "How did you find my apartment? Are you my stalker now?", i said with a smile to let him know I was joking. "Nah just wanted to see the living space of a black and red beauty", Joker said as he helped himself into my apartment sitting on my couch and kicking his feet up on the stool.

I blanked out, all i could do was stand there before my mouth finally began to run. "Would you like a drink or something since you prolly walked here?", I asked nodding my head toward the kitchen. He nodded then spoke with the manly yet very soothing voice that just made me very focused on him, "Yes actually I would love a drink, you have alcohol pretty boy?". I smiled and nodded disappearing into the kitchen. I grabbed him and I both a glass of vodka, my favorite. I walked back into the living room to find that he was gone and his jacket was on the couch. I set the drinks on the table and felt something touch my ear i turned around and there he was standing in front of me with no shirt on, my eyes danced all over his muscular chest and arms. I forced my gaze to his eyes to try and make it seem like I wasn't gay for a second cuz I hated telling people I was, so if he finds out oh well. "Like what you see? If so meet me in the bedroom with the bottle of vodka", Joker said with a wink and a smirk. He strode to my room but i quickly turned around, "No please dont go in my room, its private". I was too late somehow he was already at the doorway of my bedroom and i covered my face and fell to my knees. My room is my sanctuary, I have the walls all red and black Harlequinn styled and the drapes to match, the bed is circle shaped with a black and gold comforter, my walls are plastered with band posters of only heavy metal boy bands and poems and other things that either I wrote or my friends have written for me, and then there's the gay flag and the corner of gay shit I have that is supposed to be private. I feel that letting him in my house was a gateway drug and he released the heroine by entering my room. I walked into the room vodka in hand to find him only in boxers on my bed. I stood near the edge of the bed and handed him the bottle. "Look Harley I already figured out you were gay by the way you were looking at me from the moment I entered your car so its ok, plus im also gay so why the fuck would I care", he grabbed my hand and smiled letting me know I was ok. I breathed a sigh of relief and sat down on the edge of the bed.

When im around him it almost feels like we are the only two people on the planet and i love it. He clears my mind from the fogginess and the voices stop, which is unreal and wierd to me. Joker and i talked for what seemed like forever. He checked his phone and he unfortunately had to leave. "Sorry to ruin the fun but i have to go, what are you doing tomorrow?", i frowned at myself cuz he has to leave but i quickly answer as to not keep him waiting "Nothing, i dont have work so ill probably sleep in, you can come over if you want or we can go somewhere?". He looked at me for a minute then aimed his smile toward the floor, "Yeah ill think about it beauty". Just as his right foot was out the door he spun back around and planted his lips softly but firmly on mine. I was shocked and kissed him back because obviously i liked him. My head was storming with thoughts.