silencieul [j.jk]

𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟸

It's been two days since that traumatic event. I ended up sleeping on his lap while he sang me to sleep to help me forget what had happened. Sounds childish but I find it soothing.

I wish I could've told him everything, but I couldn't let myself do so. I was too scared of how he would react. Will he think that I'm some sort of crazy mental person? Will he start treating me differently because of this? No. I won't even dare to utter a word about this. I won't mention a single word to anyone about this. And I'm certain of it.

4 days later, 24th of May, 12:28PM
[Y/N's POV]

I was getting out of my favorite coffee shop in my main town, Seoul. Where I live close by the boys. The city looked rather calm today. It was a blooming day. The cars didn't make too much noise with their honkers. Not forgetting to mention how the weather was very peaceful. The wind hitting around its paths wasn't too hard. In fact, it was more rather soft and calm, fitting with the ambiance of the day. I walked on the pavement while sipping my coffee I was holding on my left hand with my right hand in my pocket, as I observed the people around me, enjoying their day. Their moods relaxed me, making the atmosphere enjoyable.

But as soon as I could get deeper into my thoughts, I heard a girl screaming. This moment was too perfect to last. "LEAVE ME ALONE!! I HAD ENOUGH OF YOU!", I spun around trying to find where that voice came from. Most likely, from who. My eyes traveled around the area, to see who was screaming out loud. But as my eyes soon found her, my eyes widened in pure shock. I couldn't believe what was present in front of my eyes. All attentions were diverted to a girl, rather of my age, I think, looking in distress, in fear, in need of help. She was running away from something, something she should fear. Although, no one seemed to see what was chasing her. Only I could.

That 'person' following her looked exactly like her, but the eyes were hidden. Just like 'her/him'. As I finally brought my conscience back after realizing what she was running away from, I ran after her, trying to catch up to her in order to help her. She turned into a dark alley between two tall buildings side by side. Also known as the place where they have the dumpsters put at. Everyone looked at us in weird ways but then quickly continued their days, not caring about the situation. When I arrived at the scene she was shaking like a leaf.

She was crumpled up on the ground, crying for 'her's' to stop. I approached her and kneeled down, caressing her back gently. "It'll be okay..", "NO YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!! SHE WON'T STOP! SHE WON'T GO AWAY!", she moved under my touch roughly as she shouted in fear. "I know, I can see her..", I said softly. She was breathing heavily while attempting to calm herself which didn't seem to work very well. Somehow, when she heard my words she gasped in shock and looked at me curiously. "What?" she said.

"I can see your 'tormenter'. Can you see mine?", as if 'she/he' heard my call, it appeared in a trance, standing there like a statue, not leaving a word out of her mouth, just like the other one did. When she saw it, she was even more surprised. "You... you, you have one?", she said, having a little bit of difficulty in getting the words out because she was still very scared. "For about 8 years." I specified, I motioned her with my hand to get up and come with me, so we can have a fair discussion about it. She smiled shyly and grabbed my hand as I supported the weight to get her up on her feet.

When directed ourselves to a comfortable place, such as a nearby park, we sat down on a bench and she started to talk about her situation. She told me everything, like how 'it' appeared for the very first time.

She was actually a singer in a group too, just like Taehyung and Jungkook. She was receiving a lot of hate, to the point where she became depressed from it. She had tried multiple times to ignore them, but she was very sensitive over these things. The day it became more intense and she gave up on herself, it appeared out of the bloom. She immediately freaked out and that's how she started running away from it. And that's when I jump in the picture.

"Her eyes- she says things then- that.", she started mentioning many subjects all at once. I soon interrupt her to complete her sentence, "It says many negative things, horrible mentions? I know.", "How did all of this happen to you?", I explained to her everything, about my life, my sickness and Jungkook... She listened very carefully to what I had to say. She then comforted me afterward. I had never felt this accepted by someone before. It was very new to me. I have never had any other outsider friends except for the boys. When I was done, a question popped up in my head. "What's your name?", I asked.

"Chaeyoung, Park Chaeyoung."

The more we got to know each other, the more we got close. We kept each other in contact just in case. I couldn't believe that I had made my first friend, besides Jungkook and the boys. They are moreover additional I could say. We had found out that we were living in the same sort of situation. So we can relate to it a lot. I may have spoked blankly about that, but deep down, I was very scared to even talk about this subject. Although, how come I was the only one seeing it? Questions are still circling in my mind so I put them aside.

For now...