Unexplainable Poems with a splash of everything Random

Reverse: The Hate Is Gone

I need to write, I need to type, I need to just run away somewhere, far a bit damp colorless and soulless like the inner version of who I truly am. I'm here then I'm there but truly I've disappeared leaving a fog of despair, can you see it can you feel it of course not you've already inhaled the poisonous gas called my aching breaking heart.

~Weak minded

Bare with me bare without me I pour my love and soul and confess the true being of who I am, and time and time again you'll look into my eyes with those big brown eyes and calmly reject me... I smile and play it off your still one of my close friends and if I bare your rejection behind closed doors I guess that is fine because that smile, that face and dammmn those brown eyes are what keeps me alive and if dying behind closed doors , is what it takes to have you around it'll be okay because not having you in my life at all You might as well curse my fate.

~This isn't it

I've forgotten your touch, I reminisce about our past, but lately I just can't shake the fact maybe we can relive those moments . You keep me around, and You keep me away, as if being too close to me is your way of saying you don't love me, I'm sorry i've done it again I took three steps back and went back to the person I promise I won't be, but hearing the word No coming from the only person I've ever loved is like looking at my reflection through a shattered glass mirror to many pieces very clueless and broken can't be fixed just a bunch of undefined pieces wanting to be put together but with the many cuts and the dripping blood is it worth it or should I keep looking at the broken pieces of reflection with no words and so many meeeees  I'm searching and looking aren't you just pitiful trying to fix something that just unfixable........

~ A Wreaking Heart

Hello are you there?? I'm only asking because it seems you lost your way and I mean I understand you love the man, but if he doesn't want you why are you still on your knees begging  and crying for something that's way past overdue he's moved on and Yess he says he loves you but putting words into action can't be that hard I mean you see even a monkey can do it now honey pick yourself up and get ahold of yourself your beauty is sadly diminishing and that beautiful aurora is lost and darkening don't you see this isn't love this is poison and if you don't fight now I won't help you get the antidote you will drown and die a painful death.

                                              ~ Please save me

I'm not sure if these are poems or just writings all I know is that I had to write something down seeing the words on paper might help me out but then again maybe it's just me and I'll never be able to truly dig myself out the god forsaken ditch

~What's done is done