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Dangerously in love

   I fell in love with you. Everything's going well. laughter is what we share love is what we have moments in time comes to a stop when we're together. The world around us breaks away and in its wake it leaves two star crossed lovers.As if it were a criminal in the night the fighting,hurt, lack of trust, and  toxigenicity creeps in. The once powerful and unquenchable love we had starts to fade more and more by the day. As if those entities that plague us creep in my mind and it makes me fuck up time and time again you forgive me. However, I fear that  I only have one more time to fuck up before you walk out and never come back. You lay on the floor crying and holding your face, and my hand has your blood on it . I guess that I lost control and let the anger win and I hit you. It was as if I was watching my body move on it's own. It looks like that dreaded day has come, and you're leaving me. As you walk out I grab you bring you close and say softly in your ear.....I'm dangerously in love with and I can't do this thang called life without you....but it is somethings that I can not say, because you'll look at me different....I'll still look at you as my girl...and me your man...I promise that I won't lie... I've just fucked up from time to time. She leaves and with her my happiness and pieces of mind go along. It's no one's fault but my own she's gone and isn't
coming.....back and I won't be here much longer because I can't do this thing called life without her..... gun clicks.....

     BANG!!!