Heartbeat of Melody

prologue

By the time my brother was in the hospital, everything just turned this is something that would not be a right. With tears streaming down my face I could tell but I can not be with him forever even if I wanted to. He has been with me through the tough times in my life and with him not being here it's so hard to deal with. I just don't know how to go and what to do. My friend Jennifer would always help in ways that she can. I ran my hands through my hair even if it won't work. Trying something this different gets about that accident brings me to tears even if I don't. With my church friends by my side Sami and Claire praying with me even though in hope that my brother John will make it.

Life has a high school girl just starting out some things just don't turn out like I hoped it would be. My parents let me know that my brother had just passed and thanks to bad accidents this will be the tough season my life without him being there.

Even if we still have to plan for this funeral. I just don't think I can get through it. With my friends at my side, I could tell that things weren't going to go well and we just had who started high School to what could possibly go worse?

A few moments later one of the doctors came by and took us to one of the conference rooms and since it was Sunday now it's about to start school the next day. Famous sandwiches and drinks and other foods there can we have pet bears for quite a bit until Eric Church pastor and the whole youth group showed up. Even though I had my friends there I just felt so alone without my mother and John.

I knew it was something to do what the day his friends hung out with him. One of his friends said fat they were playing together at a pool party and someone pushed him a stem in the pool. I was just brought to tears when I heard that and just thinking about that pen made my heart sink into the despair. With my friends on the edge wanting to be. One of the doctors came to get and took us to one of the conference friends they had there. Hey, I had to try to tickets some fresh there for a little bit to see if I can calm down. " I didn't want it to end up like this why did you have to go to John?"