Do you ever feel just DONE
Done with life, feelings
EVERYTHING
So done that you just become numb
Fakeing a smile everyday
Laughing even tho you dont care
Trying not to cry every minute of every day
Crying yourself to sleep
Wishing you wont wake up in the morning
Having friends say "im here for you" or "i love you" and never actualy doing anything to prove it
Living through pain everyday
And the worst thing in the world are feelings
Even when you dont feel them you still think them
Ugly
Worthless
Fat
Stupid
Hatted
Anoying
Wishing you could just disaper
Only finding an escape in three things
Books
Writting
Music
Doing the things that keep you from killing yourself
Then getting yelled at for it
Being called names
Both joking and not
Eather way it still hurts
But you find a way to get through each day
Not harming yourself anymore
Even when you realy need to
Keeping all the tears inside
Staying strong on the outside
While on the inside your a pile of dust
Helping your friends
Even when they dont help you
Saying those two same lies every day
"Im fine" and "im just tired"
When in reality
YOU WERE NEVER OK
