Mr beast and reader

The video

Jimmy's pov

SENSITIVE TOPIC

How could she not tell me about this guy. We are married! We have kids! Maybe she is telling the truth about her not letting it impact her life. I just love her so much and don't want her to be hurting. I do know about how her father was abusive and her other family died. I wish i was there in this time to stop her from herself. She didn't really like to make friends. Of course she had like her five main friends but she felt its better to help them than herself. Her mom had surgery and it killed both of them. Y/n had to deal with her moms death during high school. I can't believe she had to deal with this all and didn't end up killing herself. I know she's tough but if she keeps all those problems of hers and others to herself she's going to go insane.

Y/n pov 

I am just sitting in here in bed and wondering what Jimmy is thinking. He hasn't talked to me since he saw the video. "Hey babe, you okay" I say to him. "Yeah, just thinking about things." he replies. "Listen I love you and will always love you. My past is something I don't regret because I have learned from it. I know I should share my problems with you but it will take time because I have only known to take care of it by myself." I said. "I know that babe but I feel like you are drifting apart when I don't know these things. I know I fell in love with you and not your problems that come with you. Its just I'm feeling like if we don't share these problems that we won't be able to because this way you handle conflict is different from how we could handle it." He says. "Well then, we just have to work on these problems together then." I said and smiled.

Jimmy's pov

I know that she is going to be still dealing with stuff and only deal with it alone but I just don't want to see her break. I decided to lift the mood by telling y/n that my subscriber number went up to twenty-eight million six hundred thousand(28,600,000). Her eyes lit up and for a moment I remember the first day we met in person. Y/n was going to work for my brother. It was my first ever last one in the house keeps it. She walked up with my brother. I saw her face and felt my heart race. She was talking to Chris but then looked at me. I blushed and looked away. 

(just saying this was a good edit. Not mine tho.... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d0TEDvwOcTk

Still Jimmy's pov

I remember our wedding day. It was the best day of my life. I got to marry the best women I could name.  

Flashback time 3rd pov 

We see the flowers show the path to the alter. Everyone starts sitting in their seats and remark the beautiful wedding ceremony. As the groom walks to his place next to the ordaned speaker the music starts. When the music starts it signals the guests, the groom, the ordaned speaker, and others that the ceremony is beginning. Next the bride is supposed to walk out. As if on timing the bride/ y/n walks out and is joined with her best friends Sam and Colby walking her down the aisle. Her friends Leave her and let her soon to be husband walk her the rest of the way. As Jimmy grabs her hand and leads her to his side the music stops. The music stoping is for the guests, the speaker, and them to know it's time for the actual marriage part. Jimmy smiles as he looks into y/n's eyes. Y/n returns the look. The speaker starts to recite the beautiful speech. "We are gathered here today by this beautiful young couple to congratulate their decision to be In holy matrimony... They wrote their own vowes and will now share their lists."
Jimmy goes first " y/n I have loved to for so long. Being apart from you makes my heart ache. I wouldn't have been able to last without you. When I first met you I loved you and everything about you. I remember the first time I knew you were my person. It was the day of the last person in the house keeps it challenge you had been talking to Chris, and I will admit I didn't like it. You were so pretty that day. I walked over to you and you said "Btw this is not my first time..." My mind was so in the gutter I started to blush and look at you and saw you were blushing too. " Ok we could do that" i said breaking the silence . You looked at me with a thanking look. I noded and walked away.
When I started to walk away you looked at my a** as I walked away. "Damn" you whistled. I turned to face you and you pointed at Chandler who wasn't paying any attention and I just smiled and pulled my a little baggy shirt up to see my a** and I walked away like I was on a catwalk. You then meowed to me. I know you probably think I was just being nice and going with the joke but I knew you were my other half and I wanted to kiss you. Instead you made the choice to jump on me and kiss me. Afterwards you got scared and ran into the woods. You got hurt that day and I have promised myself ever since that day I would protect you. I will be honored to be yours for the rest of our lives. I love you y/n." Jimmy choked on the last few words clearly holding back some tears.
" I love you too Jimmy 😘 i will always be by your side no matter what. You are my love, my life, and my air. I couldn't live without you. I remember when you walked into the recording room when i was singing. You thought would have heard me sing but I tried to hide it and when were both singing the volume was always up high. I doesn't notice you and you snaped back to reality. Iand recognized the song it was "sexual healing" wow what a song choice. My voice wad melting your heart you told me. 🖤🖤❤️💕😍♥️😻❤️💗❤️💕♥️💖 you decided to kiss my cheek. I jumped up and then smiled and sung to you. The song was a really good choice. When I sung"I want sexual healing, sexual healing."you grabed my wrist and pulled me into a kiss. We stayed there a while until we came up for breath. I will live and love you for all my life. I love you."
As y/n finishes up the speaker gets to the "I do's."
"Will you Jimmy take y/n to be your lawfuly wedded wife."
"I do."
"Will you..."
"Fuck yes!"
And just like that your life had changed from a poor but very well liked YouTuber to a person in love with your favorite YouTuber. You will always love him. He will be your everything. You will be his everything. You two were meant for each other. Over the years you two will have fights, but make up. You will be sad, but also be happy. You two will live like a happy old couple. You two will live for many years and will still love each other. 

Y/n pov

I love Jimmy. I will come up to him with problems I have. I don't want him to hate me. I know he won't hate me but some part of me thinks that he could leave me. I have had most of the people I know end up leaving. I moved here for a new start and now I have these people who make my life better. 

Hey it's me Cassie I just wanted to thank you all for the support of my book. I wanted you all to know that if you need anything just ask. I also love all the comments I get so even if you are shy just know this is a safe place here and if someone gets you down or you get them down I will help solve the problems. I just want to know how you guys are doing and if you like my book or if I should change it up a bit. I am open to ideas.------------------- Love,

your friend, Cassie.

Email:cassiemoore423@gmail.com