Dirty $ex. ( August Alsina )

Chapter 11 .

Chapter 11.

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I can honestly say I've been up trapped up in this This Room for like 3 days . & I'm honestly about too kill myself .

I feel so dirty , & everybody knows I hate too be dirty , I have OCD . August better be lucky I don't live with him or I ain't w| him cause I would've been on his ass about his cleaning ! Shit Alexis needs too check her boo !

Anyways my phone died & I have no charger , so basically I'm stranded in this fucking house .😐😒 I swear when I get out of this room I'm beating ass from left too right !

The door creaked open & I looked at it . August stepped in looking fresh .

I scoffed & rolled my eyes .

" I hope Alexis finds out about this shit ! " I yelled .

" Oh , trust me she won't , cause this time I broke up with her cause she cheated on me with another dude . " He scoffed .

" You could be lying again . " I rolled my eyes.

He tossed me a magazine & it was all there on the front cover , pictures & all .

I shrugged & threw it back .

" Anyways , I came in here too let you know you could get clean . " He looked at me .

" you wait 3 days for me too shower , ohh wow " I got up .

" Blah blah blah , Ok OCD person . " He spoke .

He walked with me too the bathroom & stood by the door frame .

" Uh what !? I know where everything is I don't need your help ! " I said looking at him & slamming the bathroom door locking it .

I showered & washed my hair , then I wrapped the towel around me , I brushed my teeth with a new spare toothbrush & he started banging on the door .

" Man Cmon in there ! What's taking so long ! " He yelled .

I opened the door .

" Well I'm sorry , somebody locked me in a room for 3days & I don't have any clothes ! " I said sarcastically .

He sighed & walked off then came back handing me a t shirt & someboxers .

" You really pushin it ma ! " He said in his thick accent .

" Ok . " I spoke not caring , cause this nigga don't own me , im grown , I'm my own person & he ain't my daddy nor my man . Tf ! 😂

I closed the door & put on the clothes & came out the bathroom .

Once I came out he grabbed me by my arm & pushed me back in the fucking dungeon room . 😭 then locked it back .

You've got too be kidding me .

Iike 30 min later he came back with some food & gave it too me .

I ate it cause shit I ain't eat since fucking the other night . 😂 .

You better be lucky I care about you , cause I would've let you die & starve .

If he cared I would'nt be here right now . 😒

Everything else he said I just blocked out ...
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Later on that night ...

I was asleep but not asleep at the Same time . Yall know what I'm talking about ?
Anyways the door opened & light came shining through .

I sat up in the corner & stood up .

" August? " I spoke .

He came in with a bottle of ciroc wobbling & talking with his worlds all jumbled up .

" You ok ? "I asked Looking at him .

He cut on the light & pointed at me .

I can't lie I was fucking scared otl . { otl = on the low}

" August hello ? " I asked waving my hand.

He charged at me & slammed me up against the wall then picked me up by my neck .

" August put me down . " I screeched scratching up his hand & arm .

He dropped me . & I caught my breath . Looking at him .

He grabbed me & threw me on the bed roughly , while throwing the bottle of ciroc across the room busting it .

He climbed on the bed ontop of me & pinned my hands down . Licking all over my face . He tried too stick his tongue in my mouth but I kept squirming , he grabbed my face & kissed me .. I could taste the alcohol on his breath .

" August stop ! " I yelled squirming .

He looked at me & his eyes were pitch black .

He began kissing on my neck then he practically ripped off the shirt he gave me .

He unbuckled his pants & threw off his shirt & looked at me
Then continued undressing me .

He put on a condom & inserted himself in me .

I screamed in pain because I swear he Got bigger than before & he was literally not being gentle .

" stop ! Stop ! Stop ! " I said hitting him .

But he wasn't listening , he was completely ignoring me . He slowed down & started hitting my spot .

Yeah , it felt good but I didnt like it . I wanted it but , not like this . Just sad 😔

He busted but still kept going & I wasn't doing anything but trying too get him off of me until he punched me .

I began crying cause he punched me dead in the eye & that shit hurt . He hit me hard .

" August please stop ! " I cried .

He looked at me & his eyes went from black too Brown & caring . He stopped & I pushed him off of me .

I slapped him & got up .

" Really august ! You fuck me kick me out , kidnap me & then rape me ! What kind of man are you !! Exactly wait ! Your not one ! I fucking hate you ! You deserve too die ! I fucking hate you !!

I said crying even harder & running out the room .. I placed on some different clothes & grabbed my keys off of the kitchen counter & ran out the house leaving out of drive way I sped home & ran upstairs & showered .

I charged up my phone & layed in my bed wiping my tears & sniffling .

August raping me ?
That wasn't really him.. He was just drunk ..

How could he ?

Was I gonna do anything ? No .. I wasn't gonna have him put in jail .. But I was gonna get a restraining order ..

But really August raping me ?.. 😔😔

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