Dirty $ex. ( August Alsina )

Chapter 19

Chapter 19 .

Planning ..

I sat on the bed planning for baby arrangements . Right now I was making my list for who I wanted too be in the room while I was giving birth . Yeah it was kindve frustrating at first but I managed too finish it !

" Check this out " I handed it too Trey .

He looked at it

" Don't you think august's name should be on here , I mean that's his baby too " he spoke .

"Ugh fine ! "I said putting august's stinky name at the bottom of the list .

" Drew you gotta understand that not only is it your baby but it's augusts too ! One day he might wanna come around & yeah Imma help you all through it & be the best father too that baby until AUGUST decides too step up too the plate & be an man , but I'm just saying you gotta give august an opportunity too see his baby & stop volunteering me .. "

I sighed & shook my head knowing what he meant but not wanting too hear it ..

" look I'm not trying too be mean about it . But im just saying I you can't put the father position all on me , you have too let AUGUST attempt too be an father too his child .. Like what I'm saying here is I can't be the only nigga caring for this baby well I can be , but I'm not cause I want AUGUST too be in his kids life cause I know if that was me in his steps I would want too be in my child's life .. But let's say if we ever have one I'll be a FULL dad too it . But I can't be the only " dad " too this baby " he rubbed my arm .

" Yeah but AUGUST said that he did- "

" Nevermind what august said , just see what he's willing too do & if he doesn't do anything than I'll be here . "

I hung my head low cause I know he was right . & don't get me wrong yeah I have alittle hate for AUGUST because of his actions right now , but I'm not gonna let that affect his relationship with his baby . I wasn't gonna keep him from seeing the baby ..

" Don't be sad lighten up. " He said tickling me ..

" boy you look like a motherfucking uhhhhhhhhhhh " I laughed mushing his head .

He laughed & started kissing on me .

" Stoppp " I said laughing .

" What's the magic word "he asked .

" Pleaseee " I said while laughing.

He stopped & rolled over .

" Hey , don't you have a meeting today ? "I asked .

" Oh nahh it's canceled , but I'm going back too Puerto Rico next week "

" speaking of that how's it been ? "

" Well we just started building it & getting volunteers too help , we got a lot of volunteers so it should be built faster than we thought "

" That's good . " I spoke calculating up Bills.

" Let me help "

" No you always want too help with everything . Let me do something Myself damn ! "

I don't know what came over me , Like that wasn't even me . 😳

I'm just trying too help you out & keep stress off of you so you can actually have a baby this time ! "

" You know what just go ! Just leave & go be with you stupid ass hoes & groupies !!!! "

" What ? "