Ben Solo/Kylo Ren's P.O.V.
Thinking about it, a lot has happened in my life. When I was little our family was happy together, I would play hide and seek in the forest of Endor with my mother, Leia, I would hide behind the trees waiting for her to find me. Sometimes Chewie and my father Han would play with us as well, the sky was almost always a bright blue and the sun was warm.
What was left of the Rebellion had built a city on Endor, the streets were full of life, people walked along the sidewalks in front of the beautiful shops that were built there. The days were full of life and happiness, the Galaxy finally knew peace. In those few years I was happy, but not anymore...not after I was sent away, I felt almost as if I had became a problem to my parents, something that needed fixing, sometimes I feel like they thought it would be best if I were gone.
I think about that sun a lot these days, the warmth it holds, it's almost always cold now, the happiness and hope that the people I grew up around had is all but lost, the sun doesn't shine like it used to, there are almost always clouds covering the warm bright sun.
Even my Uncle Luck betrayed me, he too thought that I was nothing but darkness that needed to be destroyed. The Jedi temple was destroyed, the students disappeared I believe that they were taken by the First Order, but my uncle Luke believes that I killed them. So I left and traveled away from the island.
I could imagine what hhappened back home with my parents when they found out that I left, my father Han probably left with Chewie and never came back, leaving my mother to grieve alone in pain and sorrow.
The First Order has risen up and taken over almost everything, putting their mark on every planet they visit, showing the people who owned them.
And I...I was left alone in my pain and shame.
A knock on the door of my ship pulled me out of my thoughts. I walked over to it and opened the door, when I did I saw a man at my door "can I help you?" I asked surprised to see a man in front of me.
"Are you Ben Solo?" the man asked.
"Yes" I replied eyeing him.
"I'm going to have to ask you to come with me" he said.
I didn't like the sound of that, but I just nodded my head and followed him down the street of the city of cantonica where I had taken refuge. We came to what looked like the old Empire base. Thoughts started to fill my mind, is this what happened to the students? Am I in trouble with the First Order? Are they going to kill me because my family stood against the empire? Did they find out that I was a student of Luke's that escaped? So many things are going through my head that it started hurting too much to think anymore.
The man lead me to the door, we walked into the old Empire base to a desk. A woman sat there writing on a piece of paper, she wore a gray suit and she looked like some kind of operations controller. She looked up to see the man standing in front of her, then she looked over at me standing behind the man. She nodded her head and handed him a piece of paper. The man nodded back and walked away to the elevator pressing the up button once we were inside.
I wish I could ask what was happing, but I know better than to do so. He probably won't answer me, he didn't look like the type who liked being asked a lot of questions.
Once the elevator stopped he led me to a door, and the man opened it gesturing for me to go inside. I walked into the room, once I did I saw another man sitting in a chair writing on a piece of paper. The man behind me left.
"Ben Solo?" The man asked once he looked up at me.
I sat down in a chair that was in front of the table.
"Yes" I said.
"I'm afraid I have bad news for you" The man said.
"What is that?" I asked.
"Your father died" he said.
"What?" I asked in unbelief.
"I'm sorry son, I found out you were here and I thought that you should know, he was killed by the First Order," he replied.
I shook my head in disbelief, before I walked out of the room silent tears fell down my face as I walked down the hall to the elevator, I pushed the down button as soon I was inside the elevator. All I could think about was that I didn't get to say goodbye to him, I hope my mother is going to be okay she is all I have left now, I don't want to lose her too. I left the old Empire base and I walked down the street, headed back to my ship.
When I came to my ship, I walked up to open the door and went inside. I shut the door behind me. As I went inside I saw a stormtrooper standing in the middle of the room. "Ben Solo I'm going to have to ask you to come with me" the stormtrooper said.
I nodded my head slowly and followed him back outside, down the street. I was trying to remain as calm as I could and not say anything to the stormtrooper because I didn't feel like fighting I was hurting to much. I know that the First Order is in control of most the galaxy, but that gives them no right to be inside of my ship without a good reason, even if they had a good reason I still don't think I would be very happy about it.
When we came to the First Order headquarters, the stormtrooper opened up the door and walked inside with me closely behind him. We walked up the winding staircase until we came to a hallway, the stormtrooper walked up to a door and opened it gesturing for me to go inside. I walked into the room as I did I heard the door close behind me, I turned around to see that the stormtrooper was nowhere to be seen leaving me in the room alone or so I thought I was alone.
I turned back around and noticed a creature standing in the back of the room by a big window. The creature turned around and looked at me, "Ben Solo so nice of you to join me" the creature said as he sat down in a chair in the middle of the room.
I watched the creature the whole time.
"You must be wondering why I sent for you" the creature said.
I nodded my head slowly as I eyed him.
"Well, I'm Snoke the Supreme Leader of the First Order" the creature now known as Snoke said.
I tried not to let him see the anger that was slowly rising inside of me. I nodded my head upset.
"Yes well I was informed that your father died, I would like to offer you my condolences" Snoke said.
"Thank you" I replied through gritted teeth.
"It's a shame really" Snoke said.
I nodded my head slowly as I looked at him.
"I've heard that you were a student of Luke Skywalker's, is that true?" Snoke asked.
I didn't know what to say if I say no he would probably know that was a lie and I don't want to be on his bad side because he could kill me without a second thought, but what would he do if I told the truth and said yes? "Yes, it's true" I said, deciding to go with the truth.
"I see" Snoke said looking at me thoughtfully which is kind of disturbing. "Would you be wiling to work for me as my apprentice?" Snoke asked.
I thought for a moment I didn't want to, I really didn't, but I don't think he would give me much of a choice "yes sir" I said already regretting my decision.
He smiled at me but it didn't look like a happy smile, it looked dark and evil like he had just taken over the galaxy or won a war, it sent a chill up my spine, it feels like I just made a deal with the devil, I regret saying yes more than anything but if I said no something tells me that he would stop at nothing to destroy everything I love, and deep down I think he knows that, he knew my one weakness and he was using it to his advantage. I have no choice but to let him.
