𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐃𝐀𝐘 | ᵐᵃʳᵏʳᵉⁿˎˊ˗

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but he couldn't, he couldn't

because he could never come as close to donghyuck.

he wondered if donghyuck knew how lucky he was to have such a person in his arms

but even if he wondered he'd never get to know because it was none of his business.

and it never will be.

he hated himself for loving mark

he hated himself for having a grudge against his own best friend

lastly, he hated himself for being himself

he knew he had problems

and he knew he needed to get them fixed

but he doesn't know where to start.

and he doesn't think he'll ever know how.