Fangirl? Caleb Finn Fanfic

a cry for help

"The fuck do we do now?" I asked more of an angry statement than a question. "Don't ask me!This shit wasn't my idea!" Caleb yells as if it was obvious as the sun coming up everyday. "Oh fuck off!I didn't hear you offer anything to help!" This little dipshit was starting to really piss me off... "Well if you never went and got drunk like some 30 year old guy with mental problems, maybe we wouldn't even be here!" "How would you ever even know what mental problems are like!? You just sit around and seduce 12 year old girls over social media all day!Oh I'm sorry Mr. Caleb Finn TikTok extraordinaire, did I offend your dumbass?!" I look into his eyes. His beautiful face held the famous unreadable expression of many fake people. I can't believe I thought Caleb was any different.He's just a stupid plastic person like everyone else.I try to push out the thought off his cute face that was strangely enough engraved in my mind, along with his sweet angelic Australian voice that if you listen close enough to, I'm sure you could fine the hint of an adorable puppy barking for the fist time. A cliche, I know right? But can you blame me? I've never seen such eyes. No! No stop!Stop it! I'm supposed to be mad at him! Not drooling over him! I look at his face again to find the expression his form really held. It didn't take me long to find out that he was crying. Caleb wiped two single crystal like tears from the soft skin under his -now red- eyes. My eyes slowly roamed his charming features.After a while, I finally met the eyes of the one and only, Caleb Finn. I shoot him an apologetic smile before taking a small step towards him. Caleb suddenly parts himself from my presents by backing up and letting out more loud sobs. "Caleb?" His eyes only grow more red by the second. "I'm really sorry about what I said. You know I don't see you like that.-" "Stay away!" He shouts almost seemingly sounding discussed with himself. His breathing starts to speed up. Caleb looks around as if he were searching for an escape. "Hey, breathe. It's gonna be okay." Wow. Never thought I'd be comforting a 25 year old guy. Damn, my life really has gone to shit. I try to shake those thoughts from my head so I can help Caleb. "I'm sorry!" He shouts while weeping dramatically. "It's okay. It's okay Caleb." Caleb looks up from the ground allowing me to see his blood shot eyes. "I-..." His voice was strained and shaky. "I'm sick..." Is all he says. "Sick?" I repeat curiously. Caleb shakes his head yes at me before pulling up the sleeve of his shirt to show a cut filled arm.

WARNING

IF YOUR EVER FEELING THIS WAY, REMEMBER THAT THERE IS HELP!

THIS IS A FICTIONAL STORY! I DO NOT  WISH CALEB, YOU, OR ANYONE ELSE TO HARM THEMSELVES!

I RESPECT CALEB SO PLEASE REMEMBER THAT THIS IS A FICTION STORY!

ONLY CONTINUE IF YOU ARE COMFORTABLE READING ABOUT SELFHARM, SUICIDE, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, AND VIOLENCE/HARM TO OTHERS

I gasp at the site. No no. This couldn't be!  This couldn't be right! Caleb would never-...would he? Caleb held I contact with me, now with a more readable look in his eyes. Terror. Helplessness. Sorrow. I looked away. I couldn't bear it. "I...think I need help, I think I'm crazy." He whispered before choking on his words. The voice Caleb held now was no longer sweet and angelic, but forced and broken. I reach my hand to his tense shoulder as an understanding gesture. "Hey, were all a little fucked up. It's just that some are better at hiding it than others." I spoke with confidence and awearness, for I knew that one wrong move could blow him to bits.

Hey guys! Long time no see right? I just came back to say, that yes, I have been active, just not writing. ily you all and hope you guys know I'm still alive! I don't know if you guys noticed, but I took down Psychopath But In Love. Here is what's gonna happen, I'm rewriting it and finishing it as we speak. My plan is to have it all done and rewritten by February second. After that, I plan to make a sequel. And I know what your thinking, that's big talk for someone who hasn't published anything in over 3 months. I know I know, bring on the hate. I don't care. I am back, and more determined than ever!<3