Fangirl? Caleb Finn Fanfic

there is an aching deep inside that i cannot seem to hide

"...I'll be here the whole way." I was panicked, and fearing for his life. "Help." Is all he choked out. "It...It's gonna be okay. Your okay." I reassured Caleb with sympathetic smile.We locked eyes. He gazed in mine as I stared at his beautiful ocean blue eyes.Caleb's irises are so much bigger than I realized. My heart fluttered at how perfect the light hit his glossy eyes.There was a hint of green in them to.My eyes were so fixated on the beauty in front of me, I didn't realize that the two of us were leaning in a bit.Once I noticed, I tried to shake it out of me, but I couldn't. My body was in a daze of awe that my brain wasn't strong enough to break out of.I swear, it was like no matter what I did, I couldn't stop leaning in. It felt as if I levitating in mid air right in front of him. My sight moved from his eyes to his delicious lips. I adored the way his black lip ring tightly hugged the left of his pink bottom lip.Our faces became closer by the second.I licked my lips as he did to. Our eyes both flickered towards each other than back to one another's lips again.I could of sworn Caleb was wearing lipstick! He has such dark pink lips, but I think that's what I love about them. Then it hit me, we were going to kiss if I didn't stop this! But I didn't want to stop... Caleb tilted his head to connect our lips. As he tilted it, I saw all of his gorgeous brown locks of hair flop to the side. It gave me more than butterflies, I'll tell you that right now. I wanted to stop him, but at the same time...I didn't. We blinked a couple times in sync. Suddenly, I gathered the strength to blink once more before pulling away in a matter of seconds.Caleb flinched a little in surprise. I took a deep breath trying to prepare myself to control my anger. I wanted to yell at him. I wanted to punch him in the face. Yet, in the back of my head I knew that if I did I would possibly push him off the edge.Caleb looked at me in an instant. The anger in his eyes was pretty much completely unmissable."I'm sorry." I whispered. I could hear him gulp and see his adam's apple bop in sync. I watched his furrowed brows relax then furrow again. It was heartbreaking to pull away, I must admit. "Your gonna wish you never harmed me." Caleb said in a deep, cold voice. It sent tiny shivers down my spine. "What?" I asked stupidly. Was I missing something?I didn't harm him.Caleb rolls his eyes at me, and I swear I could hear a low growl under his breath. Yeah, a growl. "Nothing." He mumbled. I didn't quite know what to do, so I began to walk over to the park I was once at last night. Caleb quickly followed close behind. He kept rolling his eyes and crossing his arms. What a child. He pouts like a 6 year old who has to eat their broccoli. "Caleb, can you stop acting like a moody teenager on her period." "Bitch" I heard him curse under his breath. My eyes widened and I quickly exhaled out of surprise. But surprise almost immediately turned into anger. "What.did.you.call.me?" I asked through gritted teeth. Caleb looked up at me with a hint of surprise, as well as amusement. The light in his eyes was quickly covered with the same moody expression. "A bitch." He said this time more confident. "Caleb...I swear..." I said with my fits clenched.That smug ass bitch. Caleb only crossed his arms and smirked at me. "Try me kitten." "Oh Believe me I- wait, what the actual fuck did you just call me?" Okay, that was weird. "You fight like a kitten." He stated simply while giggling a little at the end. "Yeah, well kittens have claws! And anyways, you on the other hand, probably fight like a blobfish on crack!" I looked up at him and smirked in triumph. "You wanna find out?...kitten." Caleb asked with excitement that I could tell he was trying to cover up with anger. "If you don't stop with the pet names, I'm moving back home." I said as a joke, but it seemed to shut him up really fast. Wow. "Square up you little blobfish." I said with another smirk. "3...2...1" He counted down before springing out at me, but I was quick to doge. He looked at me in disbelief which just made me erupt in a fit of giggles. "You really thought you were gonna beat me in a fight didn't you?" He only narrowed his eyes at me. "3...2...1-" He was about to lunge at me again before... "Wait!" "What?" Caleb asked blandly. "Remember that a gentleman is never allowed it hit a lady." I stated with my hands on my hips. Caleb snorted before opening his mouth to say something probably really stupid. "You are not a lady. Your the most tomboy person I've ever met." He said to me almost immediately. "I wasn't talking about me. You fight like a little girl. I wanted to give you at least some chance of winning, so I have to go easy on your dumbass." Caleb just rolled his eyes. "3...2...1" He said before all hell broke loose. Caleb lunged at me again but not before I somersaulted in between his legs then tackling him from behind. Caleb fell down landing on his back. I landed on top of his pelvis with him in between my thighs. "Ha! I win you lose! That's what you get you little blobfish!" I didn't notice the position we were in because of my laugh attack. "Cole?" I heard him from under me. "Huh?" I looked down, then my eyes widened at him being below me. "I-I...oh shit! I'm so s-sorry- I" I couldn't help but stutter as I tried to get off him. Once I stood all the way up from the ground, I dust my sell off. "I'm sorry." Is all I could choke out. The blush on my cheeks must have been on steroids or something because I looked like a fucking tomato. He just stared at me with an unreadable look in his eyes. I waved my hand in front of his face. "Caleb?" no response. "Caleb!" He blinked a couple of times then started to laugh nervously. I tried my best to forget what happened and just started to make my way towards the swings. They were rusty and cold when I sat down.It reminded me of the swings that my grandmother once owned.