Life of college

I got shocked

My brother drove me back home, he was talking with me about things happened to him, but I did not get anything, everything was burry, I was in another place, another world.

When I arrived home, I went quickly to my room, and I took off my scarf and the shoes, and I become thinking
Who should I call Malak or Essra to tell her about what happened with me?

I know Essra what will say, "aha good sweetie you should follow your heart now"
I don't want to hear this answer I want to hear her opinion, I want her to put her self in my shoes, so I will call Malak.

I called her and as usual she did not answer from first call.

Malak: hi my sunshine, you know I was thinking to call you, tell me what happened?

Me: ya I can see, stop acting like you care, I am sure you will never call, because you are afraid to lose balance.

Malak: I swear I have balance, I have ONE dinar.

Me: lol okay I believe ya, let me tell you my news.
finally I met Wael, he was handsome in his car, I was kind of going to fell in love with him, actually the picture completed when I saw him, he is the one I was looking for in my whole life, I can say he is going to be the perfect boyfriend, however his personality complicated, and sometimes I say jokes and I start laughing on them, at the end I find I am the only one who laughs on jokes, because he didn't get them.

Malak: stop analyzing his personality, and give me the main point, did you shack hands, did you talk face to face or what???, And did......

Me: stop talking and let me finish, if you want to hear the rest.

Malak: okay go head.

Me: he was handsome in his car until he got out of it, he was too short than me, and skinny, he is going to disappear in any second if he made his mind to fast.
I can't stand someone not hilarious plus shorter than me, OMG He looks like child, he is not my cup of coffee at all,
And he did not stop calling, after I pretend my phone ringing and told him this is my brother I have to go I will call you later, with out doubt I didn't call back, I don't have the courage to tell him the truth.

Malak: as I know you, you have your easiest way to leave any person "just drop him off".

Me: yeah exactly.

"Just drop him off" these words pop my mind.
I slept early that night, when I woke up I found 2 massages from Wael
"Shahad are you okay? please text me back"
" I really want to know what is wrong, did I do something wrong or what"

I felt humiliated.
Day after day I get used to not chat with him, also I did not like him from the beginning.

I prepared my stuffs to go to university, or I can say "bab tajoura" I am not in mood to go, but the mid-exams will be next week, and I did not open any sheet yet, Malak and Essra are encourage me to meet them there, to study together all the lessons that I did not understand.

When I arrived to "bab tajoura " I saw Malak, Essra, Aya, Sara together like they are planing for something, it is not related to study, it is unfamiliar.

"Hi girls, did I miss something" I said narrowed my eyes.

" Hi, yeah we decided to go to "swalem" what do you think" Essra said

"Is it far away or what? sorry as you know me, I don't know all the places" I said

They are start giggling, and Sara said " the next area beside bab tajoura called swalem so it is not far away, we can walk to there"

"What about the classes?" I said

" Hi my Joelle, stop acting like you are nerd" Malak said

Malak called me Joelle, because I adore fashion, makeup and stuff like this, also I always give her my opinion on what should she wear, and what should not.

"We will not go with out you" Aya said
They brainwashed my mind, we fixed our makeup, and we went toward the door.