"the coffeemate"

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People think a soul mate is our perfect fit, the one who completes us, and a soulmate is what everyone wants.

But the one fixed me wasn't a soulmate, it was morelike a coffee-mate.
This mate doesn't show me what i want. He shows me what i need to see.
This mate holds a mirror,
He's the person who shows me everything that is holding me back,
the person who brings me to my own attention so I can change . 

I have long-boring history of making decisions very quickly about falling in love.
Until i failed and my story ended when i haven't started it just yet.
But i guess being silly fits me.
I refused to back down. again.
And again,
The bleed found me.
I stood still.
The bleed got me.
Stubbornly, I told this mate having a broken heart could be a goodsign for me, doesn't it mean i have tried for something ? :)
This mate laughed. "Of course, Surya" he said.


Now let me say this to you,
YOU
You won't understand
My stubbornness doesn't allow me to forget you.
My existence still looks for your trace.
I am still here riding my reluctance to confess to you.
You are so near
But my words fear you.
They stuttered, so afraid to  lose you

I am still here
And i adore you,always.
There’s nothing you can do to lose my love for you.

I saw you flipped those pages
You chirped sometimes, it's beautiful,
I always adore you.
You
You seemed fragile behind those smiles.
Don't be, love.
I will protect you until i die, and after my death I will still protect you. 

I'm still here..,
watching you,
craving for you,
people start asking aren't you tired?
Well,when it comes to you : nothing will exhaust me


I told this mate See? I cracked badly . He smiled wisely, "Surya,there's a crack in everyone, that's the only way for 'the light' to get in."
(I love this blunt mate)

so maybe you cracked too, love?
do you?










Ugh, so cringe-y,lmao.
Why i wrote thisss. Omg. Ha ha

Inspired by -CoffeeMate- thank you, mate. Means a lot♡

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