No matter how much Minho would tease and poke fun at his friends and other people, he wasn't being malicious in anyway, he'd never go too far. He wasn't a mean person. Infact he was described as one of the nicest and caring persons in their friend group. He will admit sometimes he acted like a total tsundere but he was actually a big softy with a sometimes a fragile conscious.
Sometimes like today or rather the last 2 days. He couldn't forgive himself for how he acted towards the curly hair boy at the library the other day.
He couldn't get how hurt he looked the dimpled boy look and at the same time guilty when he didn't even do anything. Which made him feel even more guilty. He was in class right now and he wasn't even able to fully focus.
He felt like he'd just kicked a puppy and walked away and advanced math wasn't helping with the guilt!
After class he mindlessly walked across Campus, finding himself near one of the food trucks, he decided to get himself a sandwich since he hadn't had one in a while, the reason why not crossing his mind until he reached the front of the line to take his order, his concentrated pout turning into frown.
'crap'
"Minho hyung hey! haven't seen you here in a while." Felix's greated him through the window of the food truck, "H-hi lix" he felt his stomach flip uncomfortably at the sudden site of the blond boy but plastered on the best smile he could even as he silently cursed himself since he should have known. Felix doesn't officially work here but he helps out in the truck from time to time which is why he's been avoiding coming to the truck but for some reason he really wasn't paying attention to his normal worries today.
"The usual?" The blond asked Minho just giving a short nod, he just wanted to leave, feeling a one sided wall of awkwardness. As Felix retreated back inside the truck Minho felt a bit lighter but still unbearably out of place. Besides the heart ache it causes him to even be near him and Jisung, he just felt so embarrassed. No one knew anything but the stabbing feeling that everyone knew and were judging and laughing at him behind his back for being so naive and childishly inlove with somebody that didn't even focus made him feel like crawling into a hole and dying.
'damn it' he whispered to himself feeling his eyes become slightly watery. He tried hard to fight back the tears especially as he heard Felix approaching the window again.
"alrighty here you go hyung, and I threw in some extra fries for you too!" the blond beamed which just made Minho feel even worse, it was a small gesture but it just reminded Minho of what an angel Felix was, he really didn't deserve the younger's friendship after being so bitter. Minho was about the pay and take his leave when someone in the distance caught his eye.
Minho suddenly turned back to the blond, previously feeling pushed to the back of his head"Felix can you give a coffe real quick?"
Felix made a face "uh. sure but since when you do drink coffee."
"uh it's a recent development, now how much is it?"
Minho waddled along the stone path, in the middle of the forest like backyard campus garden, holding the scolding coffee in the sleeves of his thankfully long sweater, following the figure he saw come this a way a moments ago. He was going out on limb here, he shouldn't care they don't know each other, he didn't even know the curly hair boys name but he just felt like he couldn't leave things the way they were. He needed to apologize.
After a while Minho spotted the boy seated peaceful on a bench headphones and a notebook in his hands, again dress in all black with a leather jacket but this time with a white under shirt.
Taking a deep breath Minho approached the boy and stopped right in front of him. He held out the coffee towards the boy waiting for him to take his headphones off, clear suprised to see him written on his face.
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