ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ɪɴ ꜱᴏᴜʟᴍᴀᴛᴇꜱ? [ ʟ.ᴍʜ + ʙ.ᴄ ]

5

Minho had a problem. or problems. Or atleast he thinks so he didn't know honestly he was just really confused right now.

First problem was he couldn't sleep.

Ofcourse it was 8 in the morning but he had no classes and he wanted to take a nap!

Second problem and intern with the first problem. He couldn't stop thinking about a certain curly hair brunette with cute dimples to match.

He will admit ever since he started actively hanging out with Chan he's felt more relaxed, more normal...more him. Even if he did still spend alot of time in class and studios and when he could, Chan. He stopped avoiding his friends as much. He hanged out with Woojin Hyunjin, and Seungmin alot during the last month.

Even though it was still a bit difficult to be around Felix and Jisung especially when their together, he's been doing much better, he's even manager a few lunches with the group and a movie night, though he did chicken out when Jisung and Felix started cuddling during the movie and excused himself to his bedroom. because of a 'stomach ache.' But other then that he was dealing really well.

He thought it was because he was doing a great job at moving on which was probably some of it but he thinks it also has to do alot with Chan. And he didn't know why.

Okay maybe he did have an idea why especially what happened, or what he felt last night BUT he refused to admit that was a possibility. He has a good friendship going on with Chan and he's finally getting back on track with a his old friends he didn't wanna jinx himself and ruin things.

' You just lonely now and want another recipient of affection since you don't have Jisung anymore.' Is what he told himself to stop his mind from racing.

But at the sane time he felt like  he couldn't deny what he felt. It was such a simple gesture, a gesture that wasn't even technically directed towards him, Chan was just using him as an example. It meant nothing, Right?

Then why did his, hands shake when Chan connected their wrist, why did heart race when Chan held his hand, why did it feel like his stomach was a dolphin doing continuous backflips in a sea of fluttering butterflies when Chan looked him in his eyes, their faces not that far from each other as he told he about how he think it would feel to fall in love.

Why did he now long so much for Chan to look at him, like actually look at him like he describes his Soulmate.

He was so jealous of Chan's soulmates and he didn't even knew who the obviously lucky bitch was.

Forcing himself off his bed he ran to thr bathroom amd splash his face with water. He needed to suppress his  what ever he was feeling, he didn't need to one sidedly ruin another friendship and suffer in silence alone for months. Chan was his friends and that's it.

That it.

After sulking in his room all morning and pouring out his heart, Minho decided to act rational. Did he actually feels these things for Chan or was he just using Chan to comfort himself. He felt physically disgusted with himself if it was the second choice. He really did care for Chan and he didn't want to do anything to hurt him.

As if he didn't have enough on his mind already there came a knock at his door and too familiar voice that would have normal brought him nothing but joy but now bring him feeling of bitter guilt. He felt so sorry Jisung had to have a friend like him.

Jisung wasn't just someone he is...was in live with. He was his Bestfriend he wanted them to be like that again.

Opening his door he greated the younger, his normal dark brown locks now blond."Hey Ji what's up and nice hair."

"I'm good and Thanks. Jisung giggled unconsciously running his fingers through his hair at the compliment but then his expression turned nervous. "and how are you doing?"

"I'm okay, why?" Minho replied feeling proud that he felt like he wasn't faking this time. He actually felt okay. not amazing. but okay.

"No reason but that's good to hear" Jisung said but there was a lingering feeling as if the ash blond he wanted say something else but he just buttoned his lips and watched the dancer once over.

"Anyway my birthday is coming up— well Felix and I's birthday is coming up and well ..." Jisung paused observing Minho and just then did understand what that weird look was earlier. He was stupid as to think Jisung wouldn't have noticed the distance that grew between in tge past few months even if they were relatively busy. But just like Woojin Jisung wasn't the type to force someone, he was horrible at advice and confronting people which is why it's still a shocker he managed to asked Felix out but then again he did come to Zero dating advice Minho for help first.

Jisung didn't know how to confront Minho since everything seemed to normal and as of right now Jisung was scared of Minho giving another half assed excuse to miss his birthday party.

" I wouldn't miss my best friends and his man's birthday party for the world." He wouldn't do that though even if he was still hurt like he was a few months ago he wouldn't miss this.

As those words left hus mouth it was as if he wall that Minho no doubt knows he built between them was falling down. After talking a bit and getting the details of the party the two  hugged as Jisung was about to take his leave.

"Bye hyung!"

"bye—" But Minho had an idea. "Jisung wait." pausing in the hall the blond turned around curiously "yeah?"

"um... you mind if I bring somebody?"