A crime committed

Chapter 5

She walks behind me and wraps her arms around my waist sending a shock through my body. I tilt my head back and she kisses my neck. I can feel her smiling against my neck has she kisses me. I let out a slight moan.

'What am I doing? This isn't right? But it feels right. I don't understand last night I was robbed and today I'm willing to let her steal another piece.'

She pulls me closer to her body. She turns me around and pushes me to the bed. I sit up and she stares at me while bending down in front of me. She grabs my left leg and starts kissing it. I lay on my back and close my eyes. Absorbing her every kiss, her every touch. She pulls me and I'm on the edge of the bed. She grabs the waistband of my shorts and pulls them off. She climbs on top of me and kisses my neck and nips at my skins slowly and softly.

Mmm it feels nice

I grab her hips and pull her closer. She looks up at me and smiles and starts to kiss my chin and move down. Oh my god.

"Hey wait I can't do this." I say shyly.
"Oh sorry, I just got a bit carried away."
She says getting off of me and sits down in front of me. She looks down at her fingers and than back up at me.
We sit in silence for about 2 minutes until Andrew walks in and stops at the doorway.

"WTF!?" He screams

'Oh shit I forgot she has a boyfriend. Why the hell was she throwing herself at me while she's seeing someone?!'

"Andrew I...."
"Hey it's not what it looks like" I say silently.
"Oh really?" He says
"Dude, chill out.We were just talking."
"You aren't wearing any pants and neither is she!"
"That doesn't mean anything." I roll my eyes.

He looks at Chris and clenches his jaw. He walks over to Chris and grabs her wrist. Pulls her off his bed.

She releases from his grip. I sit on the bed quietly. Nick and Patrick walk through the door and Patrick looks at me and looks confused. Nick stares at me and shakes his head while smirking.
Andrew starts yelling at Chris and Chris starts crying.

I start to think about him. That thief. He stole so much from me. The only thing that was mine.

Why did I let Chris touch me? I mean I have nothing else to give so there's no point on holding back.

I can't hold my tears back. This overwhelming feeling starts to grow in my stomach. Oh no. Not right now.

Andrew starts yelling at me and I don't understand what he's saying. My head is pounding. My heart racing and my eyes filling with salt water. I feel like I'm drowning in fear. That overwhelming feeling starts to consume me and than I say it.

I told them.

Their all staring at me. With shocked expressions. I look up to see Chris walking towards me. She wraps her arms around my body and starts to cry. Andrew drops to his knees and sits on the floor. He hold his head in his hands and apologizes. Patrick looks at me in confusions and blinks rapidly as if he doesn't speak English. Nick just stares at me with no expression.

Pity.

All of them feel Pity.

I get up and grab my shorts and put them on. All of them watching inattentively. I turn around to find them all walking towards me.

"Group hug" Patrick says with a shy smile.
"Group hug" Chris says giggling while wiping her tears.
They move towards me and they all hug me. I start laughing and it's genuine. These people don't know me, yet they feel more like friends than my "friends." Chris puts on her pants and smiles at me and mouths "I'm sorry" while walking out the room with Patrick and nick. I walk behind Andrew and he turns around and stops me. He Scratches his head, and sighs.

"What?"
"I'm sorry."
"Chris makes me feel comfortable." I tell him.
"I know her, I knew you guys were doing something. It's okay though. It must be the first time someone has touch you since you know."
"He was the only one that's touch me. Chris was the second."
"Wait, you were a virgin?" He whispers
"Yeah. Was."
"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have asked."
"It's okay. Thanks for understanding an I'm sorry about this. I should have said no."
"Don't worry about it and hey I'm here if you need anything okay?"
"Okay" I smile.

"Hey Chris you got the bottles?" Nick asked
"Yeah let me get it." Chris gets up and heads up stairs.
"I'll get my stuff Andrew enters his room and comes back with a black book. He sits in front the of the chest coffee table and opens the book. A ziplock bag filled with weed. Chris comes down with 2 bottles of wine. Nick gets up and fetches his bag and returns with a bottle of passion fruit sky vodka.

"Do you guys do this everyday?"
"Almost everyday." Nick says with a wicked smile. I flush and stare at my hands.
"Alright guys we have everything right?" Chris asked
"Yes we do" Patrick responds.
Andrew pulls out filters and roll up paper. He rolls a couple and nick brings out shot glasses for everyone. Patrick turns off the lights and turns on the black light.
The lights make every brighter or at least anything that had color. Nick turns off the xbox and plugs in his iPod. He plays some dubstep type music. It's not bad I guess.

Andrew lights up the joint and hands us each one.
"I don't smoke." I say quietly to Andrew.
He gives me a shy smile and whispers in my ear.
"This will help you forget how miserable you feel right now."

My eyes start to tear. He's right though. As much as I want to deny it I can't. I can't deny it.

"Inhale as I'm lighting it."

He places the joint in between my lips and lights it. He looks into my eyes and I see the fire in his eyes. The fire burning between us. It's there and I know he feels it too.