Hope

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[S a t u r d a y???] [xx] of [xxxx]
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It's my fault....

Everything it's all my fault...

If I hadn't run without the others none of this would have happened

No... that's not it... if only I had woken up more early and never got that fever...

Jin, Yoongi and Jhope would have been with us at that moment

I've been nothing but a burden, and now...they are...

I didn't realized I started to cry until a tear dropped down on my hand and didn't take long for the others to appear

-I'm sorry everyone... I'm sorry...I'm sorry...

My words were swallowed and my sobbing was echoing through the eternal silence, I don't know where I am anymore, I have walked for a long time and listening my own heartbeat to find my friends again but nothing has happened, no matter what I do or wherever I go it's always the same, I'm trapped here...forever...

As I lie on the cold ground, I take out of my pocket the only thing that helps me remember the world I left behind and the friends and family I won't see again...

... ... ... ...

-Today Saturday 7 of [xxxx], We"ll be performing on one of the biggest performances of our lives, The "Love Yourself" event, this moment does not only represent our dreams and effort, but the opportunity to be part of a change on the world, there are no words I can't use to describe how thankful I am for meeting everyone of you and be called your brother, If i ever come back on this world I hope we can find each other once again and become the family we have been through all of these years, no matter what the future holds I want to be part of it with all of you there, i love you..., Park Jimin, over

*Beeping sound*

*Rewind button*

- If i ever come back on this world I hope we can find each other once again and become the family we have been through all of these years

*Rewind button*

-If i ever come back on this world...

*Pause button*

Maybe that's it...If I just stay here and wait for my end...I get a chance to see my family, my friends and the world I know and love once again...

At least... that's the only thing I can do now... after I failed everyone...this is what I deserve...

This is what I deserve...

-Jimin

!?...

No it can't be, It must be a hallucination, I'm losing my sanity here

-Jimin it's me, I'm here Jimin, you're not having any hallucinations

Wait?!, That voice...is!

I opened my eyes and saw it...

A big and white light, shining bright through the darkness

-Nam...Namjoon?-My voice was shaking-Is it you? Is it really you?

I get closer to the light and hold it with both of my hands and felt a nice and tender sensation of warm, I carefully took the light closer to my chest and not letting go as if the light would vanish at the moment I separate my hands, this felt just like the time Namjoon hugged me back at the hospital

-Namjoon, Namjoon, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, i abandoned you... I have failed all of you... and now you are...

-Jimin, it's okay, you haven't abandoned us, you haven't failed us, but now I need you to tell you something important and I need all your attention, so please, listen to me-said Namjoon, with a gentle and calm voice

-The sun, our sun, didn't disappear, it has been trapped by that thing, the "black star"

-What?...

-Yes, you heard right, all this time we thought the sun was replaced by the black star, but it's still there, inside that thing, despite not being able to shine, the temperatures haven't got any lower than 0 ℃ and the earth remains in the solar system, that's the reason we're still alive despite the fact everything is dark and cold

Unfortunately, the explosion generated by the two stars made everyone lose their eyesight, no one was saved of this tragedy

But now, we have something else to use as our new eyes, the 7th sense

-The 7th sense?...

-Yes, it's a new sense, capable to see things from a new and different perspective, it connects to you and leads you through any obstacle, but you must awaken this power yourself  by concentration and patience and most importantly, by listening your heart

-!!!

-Jimin, you're the first person that has awaken this sense...you're the one that can help us get through this new world and save us all

-But...I...I don't know how to do that... I don't even know what to do at this moment...some minutes before I was already thinking of giving up on everything with a false hope of seeing you again...How can someone so weak as me could become your hero?...It doesn't make any sense

-Jimin, a hero is not defined by it's perfection but it's humanity, your fears, doubts, insecurities...learn to accept them and embrace them as a part of who you are and that way, you'll be able to fight back not only through the darkness of the night but the demons that remain upon yourself...remember, don't ever let your weaknesses make you incapable of what you can actually do when you believe in yourself, that's how you"ll carry on, remember that and never forget it

-Namjoon...

His words, felt like a pierce through my heart, a burning feeling started to grown in my chest and somehow I felt more alive than ever before

-Thank you-I said, with all my determination

I really mean it, this time, I'll believe in myself just as the same way you believe in me

-But...there's something I still don't understand, How did you find out everything about the "black star" phenomenon?

-Well, I didn't figure that out myself, they were the ones that explained everything to me...

-They?...

I take a look at the distance to see other three shining lights similar to Namjoon, shining as bright as a diamond on the night sky

-Jimin, you have finally found us

-You're the hope the world has been waiting for

-Now come with us, child of starry heart

-You are...

-Jimin, you're not alone anymore, no matter what happens, we'll always be by your side, now...come with us...and let's all create a new beginning...

Namjoon lead me, following the other three lights and didn't take long for a path of stars to appear on the sky and take us to a shining gate of light through the darkness...

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