The Lawyer, The Player, & The Princess

Lust

That morning I awoke with the same stress that I went to bed with. I wake and see Diego at the end of my bed just glaring at me. "What's the bitch face for?" I look at Diego with one eye open. "Oh no reason, wait yeah Umm you need to tell him." He lifts me out of my bed. "He'll to da no!" I lay back down and bury myself into my pillow. i've known Diego since we are five, so he's like my brother. he's a very smart intelligent guy doesn't take shit from anyone, nor does he like it when people keep secrets. "Damn it Katerina, Romeo loves you don't you ruin that." He stands up and walks to the door. I get up and chase after him, then I take him in my embrace and start to cry. "It's not like I don't love him Diego I really do that's why I won't tell him." I seven to his shirt as he hugs me morewith the soft whisper he says. "Aww Mija it's okay." He tries to reassure me as he knows what the guilt is killing me inside.
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Walking to my psychology class and take my seat next to Valentina. She looks at me and sneers and giggles at me. "What is that for, did Antonio do you aging?" I smirk back at her. Her smirk fades into a frown, but then we continue laughing. Everyone takes there seats in class and I turn and Connor and Antonio look at us. Lo and behold they both sat right behind us, trust me that's risky business knowing how much we get in trouble. Our teacher professor Samson walks into the room, he says nothing but just writs
The word "Lust" onto the whiteboard.
"Lust, lust ladies and gentlemen is probably one of the most common ways for a relationship to end it shows the person that you have no love for them or at least no more love and trust." He turns around and faces the class as he says it. I feel sugars run down my spine and a cold sweat begin. "so why do you think people have lust for someone or lust after them?" Professor Samson looks around the room as we all ponder. Connor raises his hand and proceeds to speak, "well maybe they do love that person they are with but, maybe they just want to try something mew with someone or just the sex isn't as satisfying as it was before." Connor stops talking and looks my way and makes a Kissy face with a kiss sound as he looks at me. I blush and Valentina kicks my ankle, as I try to compose myself and regain focus. Professor Samson looks at me and says, "Katerina why do you think people have lust?" I sit there in silane and say nothing I muster to come up with an answer. "Honesty in my opinion I believe that people lust after someone cause they may have a quality that their significant other or may not have, and they adore the fact that that other person has it." I breathe and then continue. "They lust over the fact that they could maybe have that person for their very own, without their significant other knowing." Siting in my seat and Valentina gives me one of the most distraught looks I think she's ever given me. Professor Samson continues asking people the same question, Connor lens forward and kisses the back of my neck, as he does my body tenses and my heart races.
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Knock knock, i walk to the door and open it to see Romeo standing with twelve red rouses. He kisses me and I kiss back, I let him in and we sit on the sofa. Valentina is studying at Antonio's and Diego's, so I'm just with Romeo. He lens in and kisses my mouth, my heart stops and I take his hair in my hands and he lays me down on the sofa. He pulls up and looks down at me. "What's wrong what's going on?" He says with worry on his face. "Baby there is nothing wrong!" I laugh and grab for his shirt and pulls him down on me once more. Romero doesn't ask anything any more, he's to damn focused on taking off my clothing. He picks me up and slams me against the wall, "Ay Papi!" I moan as he lays me down on my bed.
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Once he feel a sleep after we had sex, I laird in bed and still Connor couldn't get out of my mind. It sucked like a lot, yes Connor is hot as hell but I'm dating Romeo. I seriously need to get my shit together, soon Romeo will find out or I'll have to tell him. Damn it I need to make up my mind.