Analogical Angst And Fluff

You said you wouldn't leave me

⚠Warning⚠ this contains suicide, self harm, swearing, and lots of angst if you are sensitive to this i recommend skipping to the next chapter

Virgils POV

It was cold out and i sat on my bed shaking, no panicking, i just got yelled at by Roman for turning down another one of his ideas. Roman went a little far though telling me i was nothing but a worthless mental illness... Hes not wrong i really am nothing. Getting up from my bed i walk to my bathroom tonight is the night that i can finally make everybody happy by leaving, tonight was the night i will be free. I turned the tub on and let it fill, turning it off when it was full i walk over to my cabinet and grab the razor blade off the shelf i pull my sleeves up reveaing some new cuts, old cuts that were almost fully healed, and scars. Slicing deeply into my wrist i felt numb i was so used to this it had no sensation, making 20 cuts on both of my wrists i got into the bath tub still fully clothed i sat there in the bath tub as the warm water turned red i relaxed and felt myself slowly get dizzy.

Logan's POV

Today i was finally going to tell Virgil how i really felt about him, i have had romantic feelings for him for quite some time now and i was going to do such until i heard the water running from upstairs, it was Virgil's bathroom i suppose he is taking a shower i will just wait then. Sitting on the sofa listing to when the water would shut off while also focusing on the novel i was reading i finally heard the water turn off. Waiting a few more minutes as giving time for Virgil to get dressed i bookmarked my page and headed upstairs to Virgil's room. His door was closed i was expecting such so i knock, no response, i asume Virgil is listening to his music so call out his name "Virgil?" Still no answer, i normally would not do this but something told me Virgil was not okay. I open the door no Virgil to be found i look over to the entrance of Virgils bathroom the door was open and the light was on "Virgil...?" i repeat agian with concern in my tone, i walk over to Virgils bathroom and stop in my tracks there i see him laying in his bathtub water red and his eyes are closed. Please tell me im not to late. "VIRGIL!" i yell runing to the bath tub to pull him out and he opens his eyes slightly "PATTON, ROMAN COME HERE AND GRAB A FIRST AID KIT!" I yell, this can not be happening, why would he do this!?

No ones POV

Patton and Roman run up the stairs to Virgil's room Roman had grabbed a first aid kit and rushed into Virgil's room Logan was on his knees checking virgil for a pulse as he lays in a bath tub and the water red, Logan pulls Virgil out the tub and holds him "why are you so light and skinny..." Logan mumbled to himself holding Virgil making himself soaked in water Roman quickly took action giving Logan the first aid kit Patton and Roman as Logan wrapped Virgils wrists in gauze and bandages tears were running down all thier faces and Virgil started to slowly close his eyes then open them agian like he was about to fall asleep Logan gripped Virgils hand tightly, "hey no! Keep your eyes open! Stay with me Virge!" Logan propped virgils head and back agianst the tub "i-i dont....i dont w-wanna die..." Virgil was able to muster in a tired, groggy voice "Your not gonna die!" Logan's voice was shaky "Your gonna be okay just keep your eyes open o-okay!" Patton had called the ambulance and were there sooner or later to take Virgil to the hospital Logan rode in the car with Virgil as Patyon and Roman followed behind the truck in thier car.

Word count: 700