Analogical Angst And Fluff

You said you wouldn't leave me (part 2)

⚠Warning⚠ self harm, swearing, depression, and a whole load of angst reader discretion is advised

No ones POV

Getting home from the hospital Virgil was curled in Logan's lap passed out in the back seat, Roman was driving and Patton was in the passenger seat. The ride home was quiet the others were still shocked Virgil had attempted suicide but they all could agree that they had the same question on thier minds why would Virgil do such thing. When they got home Patton sat on the couch clearly traumatized Roman went to go comfort Patton and Logan bridal style carried Virgil to his room so he could sleep on an actual bed. As Logan sat Virgil down on his bed he was about to leave when he heard a broked deep voiced mumble from Virgil "nooooo....staaaayyy" he was loopy from blood loss and lack of sleep but Logan obligated, laying down next to Virgil he wraped his arms around logan and put his head on his chest logan did the same and placed hes chin on Virgils head Logan wanted to say i love you to him but found that Virgil had fallen back asleep.

~~~~~in the morning~~~~~

Virgil's POV

I wake up to find a sleeping Logan next to me... HOLY FUCK WHY IS LOGAN SLEEPING NEXT TO ME! I shot up quickly, did i have a panic attack and pass out? was me dying all a dream? i look down at my wrists that part wasn't a dream i started to shake Logan started to wake up i panicked more what if he hates me now what if this ruined out friendship what if- i was cut off by Logan sitting up placing a hand on mine "Virgil breathe..." he said in a groggy voice from just waking up i took a few deep breaths and took my hand off of Logan's "i-im sorry..." my voice sounded broke Logan looked at me a gentle smile on his face "no need to be sorry Virgil i just have a few questions and i suppose you do aswell?" Logan asked he sounded so calm and collected "mhm...." I said shyly Logan reached for his glasses on the bed side table that he happened to set right next to my razor blade. Shit. Logan touched it as he picked up his glasses he grabbed it along with his glasses, i watched as he placed his glasses on and examined the razor blade stained with blood he looked directly at me so i looked away "How many more of these do you own...?" I couldn't tell if he was mad or upset "i-i have knives b-b-basically everywhere" i said stuttering. I watched as Logan shoved the blade in his pocket "i will be confiscating all your sharp objects" i was a little surprised "t-thats fair..." i mumbled and sighed laying back down i thought about how the othes would react... Remus. Decite. Roman. Patton...PATTON HE MUST BE TRAUMATIZED! I shot up scarring Logan "i need to go see Patton!" i told him frantically Logan nodded and sat up holding his hand out for me to take. I of course took it and we walked downstairs to find Patton sitting on the couch messing with his fingers i hurried down the stairs and lept at Patton and gave him a huge hug i would never normally do this but i hated seeing him sad "im sorry, im sorry, im sorry!" i told Patton about a million times as he returned the hug "kiddo, its okay..." his voice sounded broken and was low "p-pat are you o-okay?" i said i was the smallest so i sat on his lap looking into his eyes "im just so happy your okay" tears were forming in both mine and his eyes we hugged agian and thats when Roman came out of the kitchen, "I-i" Roman stuttered. I got off of Patton and went to Roman and gave him a hug Roman weakly hugged back "i-im sorry" Roman said, "im never insulting you agian" I tensed at that Roman was a small fraction for this suicide attempt yes but he was barely apart of it, if anything it was kind of fun to see what Roman could come up with for me but knowing Roman he was putting all the blame on himself witch hurt "you didn't have to do anything with this" i said and Roman squeezed a little tighter "then what did" i let out a shaky sigh "i suppose its time i tell you my past about when i was with the darksides..."

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