Hello my name is y/n and an ordinary highschool girl . I have a wonderful life .
Until one day , my childhood friend moved into my school . Since that day , my life started to change .
"OH MY GOD ! HE'S HERE" , "WHY HE SO HOT" , "I LOVE HIM" . There he is my 'ex childhood friend' , Choi San , playboy of the year and also my bully .
I hate to go to school because of him . Every time he saw me he would start bullying and insulting me in front of his members and everyone . I don't know what's wrong with him . He is not the old San that i know in the past . He is completely change .
I just walk in the hallway until someone pushed me towards the locker harshly . "Look our nerd girl is here" . "What do you want San ? " . "You better keep that good attitude to me if you don't want anything bad happened to you , y/n" . "What if i don't want ? " . Suddenly , he punch my stomach and slap my face . "Well that is what you get if you disobeyed me" . Then ,he went away without feeling any guilty towards me .
~ San pov ~
I don't know why i like to bully y/n . Y/n and me used to be friend in the past until i moved to Seoul . Now im back again to my hometown . I didn't expect to saw y/n again after 6 years . I want to be friend again with y/n but i don't want to leave my popularity away because of her . I find it was fun to bully and insult a nerd girl like her in front of everyone . But in the same time my heart became fluttered when i saw her innocent face and attitude . I quickly push away that feeling when i think about my popularity .~ Y/n pov ~
Here i am in the toilet stall crying myself out because of him . Since he started bullying me , all my friend left me . They even laugh at me when they saw i got bullied by San . I guess hot boy is more important than a friend . I take out the blade from my pocket and start cutting myself . This is the only way that i can release my stress by hurting myself . They are many wound at my hand but nobody can't saw it because i covered it with my sleeve . My family doesn't know about this because when im at home i will pretend to be happy in front them but the reality is not .I went to class to get my bag but unfortunately on my way there i bumped into San's gang . I tried to ignored them until i feel someone pull my hand and push me on the floor . It was one of the San's chick , Jiyeon . San just look at me and then laugh with the rest of his gang . Jiyeon started to insult me , "A bitch is supposed to be treated like this , San even tell us that you use to sleep with boys because of money" . I can't believe that San do that to me . Jiyeon then slapped me . San just let Jiyeon bully me until he saw blood at my sleeve . He quickly rush to me and pull up my sleeve . The cut on my hand is still fresh . "Y/n , why you are cutting yourself ? Is this because of me ? " . I just laugh at San . "Since when you worried about me Choi San ? I am nobody to you" . "You're my friend y/n" . "I don't have any friend . Everyone in this school hate me . Even my childhood friend hate and accused me sleeping with boys . You're nobody to me . You don't have any right to worried about me . I HATE YOU CHOI SAN . Just pretend that i don't exist . I don't want to beaten again if you lost your popularity" . I started to run to the rooftop . I think this is my last moment in this world . I can't handle this pain anymore . This is too much . I heard San calling my name and chasing after me but i ignored it .
~ San pov ~
I can't believe that y/n cut herself because of me . I feel so guilty toward her . She said that everyone hate her . "I HATE YOU CHOI SAN" . My heart was so hurt when she said that but i deserve it anyway . She is more hurt than me . Then , she started to running away . I tried to call her but she just ignore it . I started to chasing her and this is the way to the rooftop . Don't tell me that y/n is going to do the stupid thing . I will not ever forgive myself if anything bad happened to her . There she is standing on the edge of the rooftop . I tried to pull her away from there but she stopped me ."Im sorry y/n . Please don't do this . This is not the solution" . "You're late San . I can't handle this pain anymore . Well im a nobody to you . When im gone you don't have to be worry about your popularity anymore . This is a good solution for both of us . Goodbye Choi San" .
p/s : im sorry for my bad story . this my first story ever . i just want to relax my mind by writing some stories . i hope that you guys will always support me . Thank you . Sorry for my bad english because english is not my main language .