Usagi's Demon

His love was someone else's.

We have wandered for days, no Yoshimi village to spot, just Fuzen gangs taking their trips around the land.
Wu is walking first, since after my fingers were cut off I have had some serious blood loss and my skin has become kinda whitier if thats even a word.
I dont miss my fingers really, it would have been worse if they had taken my tounge or jaw, but I should be grateful I was lucky.
"I need a break" I say and fall to my knees.
"Not yet, its not safe here, Usagi" Wu says and turns to me.
"Please, I cant walk much longer in this speed" I complain.
Wu sighs.
He seems like a different person.
He sits down besides me.
"Can I try something?" I ask.
He nods and I place my hands on his head. Each hand on each side of the head.
I search for Wu's good spirit thats inside of him, like Lucard.
He doesnt wanna show himself.
"Please show yourself" I say to the spirit.
"Dont laugh...." He says.
"Of course not" I say comforting.
He shows himself.
His colour is changing, turning darker.
"Help him please... I dont wanna turn into an evil spirit, a disgusting demon. No offense Usagi"
"No, its okey... What's your name?" I ask.
"Daniel" he answers.
I remove my hands from Wu's head.
"You must stop thinking negative, dont hurt anyone anymore" I say.
"Why? I was just getting used to it..." Wu says.
He has changed.
I feel.... scared... kinda.
I feel like he will turn against me and attack.
"Someone elses blood..." He says.
"Stop... you are scaring me...." I say.
He grins.
"I thought you loved me?" Wu asks.
"I do...."
"You are scared of losing me and get lonely again" he replies.
I dont answer.
"You are doomed without me, and either way I cant let you die either.
Because I love you too" Wu says.
He says it like its a joke.
Its unsettling.
Why did I drag him along with me? I should have killed him instead...
But I couldnt.... because I will love him anyways.
I get up on my feet and try to keep my eyes up.
"Let me carry you" Wu says.
"No" I say immediatly.
"Why not?" he asks.
"Im not weak"
"Dont fool yourself woman" He says.
It hurts.
I place my hands on his head again, same way.
I make my concious travel in his head, like if me myself was walking.
I look around. Nothing to see.
"Usagi?" I hear Daniels voice.
I turn around and a boy stands there.
"Daniel... Its difficult..."
"Kiss me" he says and comes closer.
"N-No?!" I say and take a step back.
"Wu will get jealous and will maybe forget the evil things" Daniel seems convincing.
I mean, Daniel is really hot, so I think Wu would get jealous if he really loved me.
Daniel comes closer, he is taller than me, just as I want a man to be.
"Shut Lucard out" Daniel says.
"Why?"
"Because without him you will think on your own, because your personality is a part of Lucard" He says.
I nod and do as he says.
"There" I say.
I feel free.
Daniel grabs my cheeks and drags me close.
"What are you doing?!" I can hear Wu.
"Ignore him" Daniel says.
I cant do as he says, and I look at Wu.
"He is himself now, the pure him" Daniel says.
I walk over to Wu.
"Why dont I love you in here?" Wu asks.
I freeze.
Wait what.
But.... Daniel sid say that the spirit inside of you affected the personality and maybe also feelings....
"I do, but... not as strong" Wu says.
I look over at Daniel, he stares at me.
I break the connection and come back in my own mind, as it should be.
Wu is staring at me.
I start walking away slowly.
"Usagi wait..."
"I dont wanna talk right now" I say and walk as fast as I can.