Silence

forty one

forty one: "The boy I saw on the first day of U.A"

"You fought the night you finished the preliminary licensing exam? I'm glad to see that you two have so much energy." Aizawa glared at the two boys as he had them wrapped up in his scarf. "Not to mention you put a student in danger." Hearing this I turned to look at them briefly before turning my attention back to the needle going into my skin. They were checking my quirk power again, to see if it was fully developed and back.

"Aizawa, wait, hold up with those restraints. It's my fault that they sparred in the first place." AllMight tried to reason with the night owl.

"Your fault? And how is that?" Aizawa questioned him in annoyance making me sigh as they wrapped up my arm. Although I was pretty sure my quirk healing abilities were back.

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"I never meant to hurt you." Although I was the one that interrupted his moment of silence, he was the one to break it. Before this I walked in to see the boy by the window, curled into a ball with his head in his hand while the wind blew his blonde hair and stars shines towards the boy but he didn't see them. At the moment; he was the darkness.

"Well you did," I uttered out, my hands fiddling with one another. "but you didn't just hurt me," Pointing out what he thought was obvious.

"Why do you care about Izuku so much. I don't-" cutting off his misunderstanding before it left a scar.

"You hurt yourself, Your repetition. Your pride." for a moment I just stared at the boy who suddenly couldn't meet my eyes. "Your ignorance and hurt towards izuku is keeping you behind. You complain about him always being behind you, but the only reason your behind him is because you let it happen." Sighing softly as he still didn't meet my gaze as he looked his hands. "and I was just a mere obstical in the way."

"it wasn't just that. and it wasn't like that. I..." he tried to defend himself but I was done with letting him be so oblivious.

"I know. hurt people hurt people." His eyes finally moved to mine and I could feel my eyes wanting to water. "and Katsuki." I bit my lip at the emotions I tried to pack away because he needed this. someone needed to tell him this. "you've been been suffering for such a long time. when are you going to realise that you're good enough. you don't need to beat Izuku to prove you're worthy of being the best. I've seen you for who truly are. the vulnerable stripped down version of you. why can't you show that side that side to others.."

"I can't be the person you want me to be." His words almost made me scoff, I took a step back letting a breath out as I shook my head.

"That's were you're wrong." I looked away from the boy before inhaling and walking towards him, going on my knees in front of the boy. My hands holding onto his rough and scared ones. bleeding wounds were found on his palm making me sigh. "I don't want you to be anyone else or any other version of you. I just want you to be you again." Hurt was visible in my eyes as my finger traced over his wounds. "The stubborn, determined, strong and tactical person but also the soft deep rooted affectionate boy that doesn't want to hurt others. The one who stood in front of his opponents and won with no fear because he was smart." A smile subconsciously went on my lips as my eyes flashed blue as I kissed his palms healing his wounds but leaving scattered scars. "The boy I saw on the first day of U.A."

"I didn't win." His voice was raspy as if in pain, his hands slipped out my grasped, my lips pouting as he stood up making me stare up at him from the ground.

"That's not true..." a frown on my lips as he didn't look at me. "You won at the U.A sports festival. Not because I didn't give you my all but because you were smarter. I didn't think of my limitations."