-she wants to die -

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STILL JAKE'S POV
I wake up with hot arms around my waist and I lift my head to see who is holding me and I see Maryling and i check my phone to see what time it is cause my phone is right beside the couch that we were sleeping.

-WHAT THE FUCK MARYLIN WAKE UP WE HAVE SCHOOL, IT'S 7:50..(he yelled and lift her up to see her right in the eyes)

-WHAT? WE FELL ASLEEP I THOUGHT IT WAS STILL NIGHT.

-YEAH I QUESS VODKA HIT US WELL.

                 (flashback)
-Hey Jake

-yeah?

-I have vodka in my fridge. Wanna celebrate?

-Un I quess but we have to be careful to not get drunk, I have to go home too ya know?

-Yeah yeah boring shit. I know we're gonna be careful.

- okay cool then get the vodka bebe!

-Coming.

She got the vodka and got some glasses along the way to drink it. I was scared and deep down I knew I would sleep here, but that's okay it's my bestfriend and i don't mind her sleeping with me, we have slept together a lot of times so yeah. She came back and give me one glass and put vodka inside and smiled while she filled her glass and lift it up:

-To our comeback and the first day of school!

-(laugh) yeah buddy.

I said and with a blink of an eye time has pass so quickly that now we were in the floor with our elbows in the couch, laughing even about the floor, we were so drunk that I can think myself kissing Marylin. But no i must keep my limits and hold myself.
She keeps laughing untill I stop and look at her and she looks at me too. She's coming closer and puts her hand in my neck and makes a move to kiss me and I stop her and say :

-We really shouldn't.

-Come on your so handsome I wanna have fun and I have hormones too ya know, your my best friend and I'm comfortable with you, we are and always will be only friends, we had kiss before, nothing has changed between us. Don't worry Jake I still see you as my best friend only and forever whatever happens to us. Do you trust me?

-I always trust you and you know that but this time, it's difficult cause we both are drunk and I have to go home, we can't do nothing, and oh my god (he gets up) we have school tomorrow how I'm supposed to wake up drunk!?

-yeah umh what was i thinking you right, yeah you should go home. Goodnight Jake.

-Uh yeah yeah g-g-goodnight Marylin.

I got out of the house and walk away and just stop and turn around and look at her door for a good 2 seconds before I ran and press the doorbell.
I didn't know what was i doing but I knew that I was drunk and i wanted it.
She opens the door and got confused and said :

-Jake? What are you doing here?

-um i don't know I just um - OH FUCK IT I WANT YOU. (kissed her)

               (end of flashback)

-OMG. GET UP NOW.

MARYLIN'S POV
I tottaly fell asleep with him in my couch what the hell? I didn't mean to. But it happen. It's not that weird, we had slept together a lot of times. But now we had school and it's 7:50. If we wake up earlier it will be okay but now we don't have time to shower and get ready properly and by that I thought something and said to Jake :

-So we are late by now. How we go second period?

-I mean I don't mind it but it's the first day

-it's okay we fell asleep.

-yeah you right. Okay

-Great okay let's go get ready properly we have time until second period, imma go ready like a normal human, if you want you can stay and get ready with me, if you want clothes, I have some hoodies of you in my closet and if you want to take a shower your free to do it but I don't have underwears for you bro(laugh).

-Really? You have still my clothes?(smirk and smile)

-Of course, I wear it all the time, I love your clothes bitch!

-Okay I'm staying then!

-Awesome I'm gonna take a shower first, go eat something or cook for us if you can and then you can get  ready too!

-Sound good. M'kay

As i go get a shower a memory of me and Jake came to my head and as I was thinking that my jaw fell to the floor and I kept gasping for air as I thought "DID WE HAVE SEX?" "Nooo it can't be possible, we wake up with full clothes on" "Maybe we just make out and fell asleep"

But like even a make out session it's much for me cause we only had kissed before only a peck and nothing more, so a make out its kinda a bit much but it's okay as long as my feelings towards him is friendly because I don't wanna date my bestfriend, it will destroy our good and strong friendship.

What if he remembers what happened?! What I'm gonna do, we'll do things more awkward. God why did i bring vodka! Nice move Marylin, nice move asshole!!

                 [....]

JAKE'S POV 
I got in the kitchen and make some eggs for us to eat and wait Marylin to come and eat so that I can get a shower and get ready for school.
The eggs were almost done when Marylin came back and said :

-J-Jake do you remember what happened um y-yesterday?

-Um yeah. We drink vodka and we make out and then fall asleep in each other's embrace, did we?

-Ughh yeahh. I thought you wouldn't remember and things would get awkward between us but im not, if you are the-

-Noooo I'm not your my best friend and I can't think of you like you know more then friends. I can kiss you now and everyday but again I can't think of you in another way.

-Ah yeah mee too.. (relief, exhale)

To be honest I kinda did not felt casual about it. I really did not wanted to lie to her but I did, I tell her that I can kiss her everyday and again don't feel nothing about her but I was wrong. I kissed her and felt something but I think I can hold my feelings, it's not a big deal. I'm still her best friend and always will and always love her like my sister.

                   [....]

We eat peaceful and we done and I said :

-Um can I go get a shower?

-Why do you even ask bruh? Of course you can, what a dumb question! (laugh)

-(laugh) okay I'm going.

MARYLIN'S POV
Okay I wanted to write in my diary but I couldn't now that Jake was here. I could wait to write at school or after school when I'm gonna be alone. But yeah Jake go get a shower and I'm going to put some make up to make myself look less 'after a hungover' but I doubt it will look better. Anyways I did my make up and I look at the time and it's 8:40 and we had to go to school for our second period in 15 minutes to be there 9 pm.

                   ~Time skip~ 8:55pm.
-Hey Jake what do you have on second period?

-i think math's.

-Oh i have geography.

And with that we left to our classes.