Ranting about my anger issues

Dear friends

I will be using fake names for them

If any of my actual friends see this on wattpad

I'd like to say sorry but most of you guys suck

And hopefully you wont know who is who or question me about any of this

Dear Ysabella,

      I'm not going to lie you annoy me a lot. You laugh when I'm angry, you call me cute, and you never appreciate me caring for your health and reputation. I always have been mad at you for a lot of things you probably wonder what are those things. Welp im never going to tell you.

                                        Sincerely,
                                                A.P.M

Dear Ellie,

        I'm very sorry. I've worried for you for so very long. You always say you're fine but I know it's a lie. You can't hide it. You're bad at lying. Platonically I love you. I care for you. We're family. Please. Please. Don't keep secrets from me. Another thing is you're too violent. The amounts of times I got bruises but never told you is a lot. Please I don't want you to hurt people. I care for your well being and your health. So please you don't need to be this violent.

                                Sincerely,
                                        A.P.M

Dear Haiso,

       Where do I begin. You never respect personal space, did you ever really care ONCE that I was clusterphobic? Whenever it's your fault you say 'WHAT DID I DO???' Really loudly. You get so carried away when we hangout and then break someone's eardrums. You end up hurting me when you get pissed. EVERY SINGLE TIME you grab someone they WILL get hurt you never really seem to notice. You were better in grade 3. And YOU keep saying 'tHe ReAsOn I'm LiKe ThIs iS bEcAuSe Of YoU' B.U.L.L.S.H.I.T. BULLSHIT. I want you to know I'm not doing this cause I'm mean I'm saying the truth. You hurt people. You hurt me.

                                            Sincerely,
                                                  A.P.M

Dear Sunny and Te Heng,

You guys have never made me mad or sad once. I just want to thank you for that especially since I've been friends with you sunny for seven years and I've been friends with you te heng for about 4 years now. You guys put up with me for a long time. Thank you! (Platonic) I love you!!!!

Sincerely,
A.P.M

Dear Cinnamon,

I know you are hiding something and if you're not you've lied to me. I hate lying. Please tell me anything anytime I worry too much that I get acne and pimples. I want you to open up to me,out of almost everyone I know you are the most fragile. Please. Please. Tell. Me.

Sincerely,
A.P.M

Dear Yato,

You made my heart rate go up x 1000. You need to tell me these things. You've been hiding it for so long. I don't think I've ever seen you cry that much. Crying is not a weakness. It shows you have emotions. Imagine if Te Heng just committed suicide in front of you what would you do? Cry. I would never think less of you just because you cried. I worry about you. We all care about you no matter what.

Sincerely,
A.P.M

Dear Pinky,

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. But you are bi- polar. You are mad at me for a while. But mid day you say something like 'hey A do you remember my crush you know?' Or 'A,A do you remember Kate?' Or along the lines of those. I just don't get it. It's so very confusing. And I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Im sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. You are just a bit over dramatic. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

Sincerely,
A.P.M

Dear Miley,

Thank you. Arigato. Gracias. Grazie. Danke. For letting me tell you most of these things. (Platonic) I love you!!! <3 I'm never mad at you! Thank you for putting up with me and our friends!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ I hope that you can figure things out with your online friends❤️ thanks again❣️

Sincerely,
A.P.M

Dear everyone else at school,
I never really liked anyone. And I really hate that little group that spread rumours about me and my friends. I really don't appreciate it. If you somehow see this. Ya'll suck.

Sincerely,
A.P.M

If any of the mentioned find this:
Just remember that this isn't me telling you I'm worried or bothered it's me telling you I'm mad at you guys for being so stupid