Broken Hearted

Chapter 4: What did I do?

         What did I do to Cory, I mean I never did anything to make him angry with me. He just went and kissed Keeyanna, like nothing. UGH. They make me sick. I wish they would just leave me Alone. Seriously.

           Why would they do this to me, I mean like they betrayed me. I would have just been fine if Keeyanna didn't have to say what she said. OMG. What she said made me want to die. " You know, I wish you would just go and kill yourself, and get over Cory. He is MINE."
          I couldn't take it anymore, the hate and her being so mean to me. I had to do some thing about it. Yet, for a moment I was actually going to consider what she had said. Obviously I could never, I like my life too much to ever do something like that to myself.

          Now back to reality. I can't even do this anymore and now that they are gone, I have nothing that I can live for. I love my life and everything, but right now it sucks!!! I do have my main friends, and they are there for me and everything, but when all this drama is going on, they all skatter away like flies.

        

        Since my friends weren't around so much, I would be sadly waiting for their replies when I texted them. But whatever. It's not my problem. Then Keeyanna had the nerve to text me again. And this time I was pissed!!! Histerical!!!

     "Your such a slut, I hate you, kill yourself, your such a bitch, you need to stop talking crap about me, that is not cool!!!"

       I was so mad, I was crying, no, I was balling. I was in a mental breakdown. I ran into the bathroom and grabbed the nail cutting scissors. I made 6 cuts on my arm. It felt good to releaving the pain. But I just couldn't bear the pain anymore. So, I grabbed some pills from the cabinet above my head and took the whole bottle by one.

          Then I blacked out. The last thing I remember was my mom running into the bathroom. She scooped me up and then ran me to the car.