Chapter 2: Dear Cory and Keeyanna

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Dear Cory,

        You made me feel like I belonged in your crowd, like I belonged with you. But you betrayed me, and I don't know how I will ever be able to forgive you for the pain and sorrow that you put me through. I wish that you could feel my pain and feel what you put me through. You expected way too highly of me and I could not be the type of "pretty girl" that you wanted me to be. I loved you with all of my heart and you let me down, I devoted every waking moment of my life to you and this is how you "repay" me. Well I'm not the girl you knew before and I do not "love" you Like I used to. You were so selfish and I thought you might have loved me for real. I was wrong, and now I have to pay. I walked in on you kissing my "best friend" and I fell to the ground in pain and cried, the cold ground touching my face as I fell and the taste and the sting of the tears in my eyes. Of course you couldn't see me.

I do not love you anymore and there is nothing you can do to change that when I needed you, you were not there for me, always busy but never for me. I loved you, and you let me down.

         I wish that you could read this but I would never have the guts to tell you how I feel. I miss waking up to you calls and texts, your emails and your snapchats. I miss YOU. You were the light of my life and the light to keep me going, on and on. But I can't go on anymore, goodbye to you my sweet, I needed you but now I am done, thank you for everything you did for me but I don't need you anymore.

     Dear Keeyanna, you were one of my best friends, I loved the way you understood me and the way we used to laugh. I miss you and your laugh, but you chose this, I did not. I need you in my life to keep me from drowning in the sea of despair that I am in. But if you don't want to be in my life then I am ok with that. That Is all I have to say to you but I will never deliver this to your faces. Goodbye to the both of you and thank you both for everything that you did for me when we were friends.

        

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