"The scars from my heart" A Johnnie Guilbert fanfic

Chapter 3

You were still thinking of hurting yourself. You brought the blade closer and closer to your skin then you hear footsteps. You really could care less til those footsteps came into the bathroom. It was Johnnie. You instantly jumped. "Hey babe...is that a razor?" He asked,looking at you in confusion. "Yeah..." You said,regretting everything at this point. Johnnie came over towards you,took the blade,and threw it. He hugged you. You begin to sob into his chest. "Why?" Johnnie asked,his heart broke by seeing that. "These girls were bullying me and I couldn't take it anymore." You said still sobbing. "You could of called me..." Johnnie said,beginning to cry. "I didn't want to bother you." You blankly said. "You wouldn't have bothered me at all." Johnnie explained. You felt even worse now that Johnnie caught you. "We could go watch TV or something to keep your mind off things." Johnnie suggested. You nodded your head in agreement and kissed his cheek."Thanks baby" you say to him. "Hey can you get out for a minute I have to pee." you say he replies "Do you really have to pee?" You say "Why would I lie" he leaves and you go pee and you wash your hands leaving the water run as you frantically search for the razor blade that Johnnie threw "baabyyy what are you doing" he yells "washing my hands" you reply you find the razor "finally." You whisper you sit on the toilet and you pull up your shorts and you carve the words "stupid" "ugly" and "fat" into your thigh you put on pants and turn off the water you walk out of the bathroom not noticing that you are bleeding through your pants Johnnie screams "are you Fucking kidding me" he looks straight at your thigh you start crying and you run upstairs tripping on the last stair and you just lay there crying Johnnie comes up to you and holds you close not letting go "baby I will help you stop this I swear on your life" he holds you tight as you cry harder "I'm so sorry Johnnie I'm so sorry please don't hate me" "I could never hate you my queen"