Take it or leave it

Missing you (想念你)

Continuation…

Pie still glimpse at them whose eager to prove that Kim is not a tom as she said she isn’t. Kim’s a bit uncomfortable with Jane’s actions but she couldn’t do anything she don’t want to upset her she sighs thinking about what Pei said and Pie why is she like that she playing games ha? She thought.

Kim’s POV

We’re eating here at the restaurant still having chitchats. Pie suddenly asked a question that startled me, “What do you think about Jane, Kim?” She asked. What does she mean by that ha? Is it because of Pei teasing us that we are sweet? Did she misunderstand it? What the hell! I thought this lunch will be okay after all we are friends now or it’s just me who taught were friends. I can feel uneasy when I’m with her I don’t know but it just happens every time. My heart beats fast like I’m going to fall from 22nd floor of a building.

*Flashback*

I opened the door as I was shocked someone’s in front of me our face are inches apart from each other I can see, her facial expression suddenly change as she saw me. My heart beats fast but why I thought then I almost shout whoa! What are you doing there? As I asked then

She suddenly shouted “who the hell are you?! You’re a guy. Pervert! Get out before I call a police.” Then we argued she said she’ll prove that I’m not a tom but I already told her the truth. “First of all I don’t like girls, second I never dated one and lastly I haven’t had a girlfriend at all” I said.

*End of flashback*

Pie’s POV

 I was munching my food when I notice Kim is staring blankly at her food. I then stares at her mesmerize by the look of her who would have thought that “she is beautiful and handsome at the same time”. What the hell! am I thinking I must finish my plan or else I’m doomed for sure if my parents find out about this? That my roommate is a tom or just looks like one, they’ll freak-out. You know how elders think, it’s a taboo for them. I really don’t know. How would I explain it to them, even my friends doesn’t know it yet. I just really hope she’ll cooperate with me.

Then she breaks Kim’s reverie.

Pie: Hey, Kim what do you think about Jane? She repeated her question to Kim who is still in her daydreaming state just then. (I hope she said just a friend or I’ll die here instantly, I don’t want to die yet.)

Kim: ah, sorry. Jane she’s kind, sweet and were friends. Yeah, friends. Then she smiled at Jane who is smiling at her the whole time. Pei suddenly cuts Kim off

Pei: Oh you’re her hero and your just friends. AW! He said teasing Jane. Kim then look at Jane and Pei with a confused face. (Clueless ha?!) Pei said in his mind, you’re so innocent Kim. Then giggles.

Jane blushing then excuse herself to go to the lavatory.

Jane: Am guys excuse me for a while I’ll just go to the powder room. Okay? I’ll be back she said. Looking down, she is ashamed that Kim could see her face as red as tomato. Before they could answer she already step away from the table.

At the powder room

Jane stares at herself in the mirror, reminiscing what Kim said “Jane she’s kind, sweet and were friends. Yeah, friends.” The word friend keeps on repeating her mind. Does she really feel that way to me she said? How about me my feelings toward her “I like her since the first day we’ve meet and her smile melt my heart when I see it.” I can’t force her to like me. Her heart‘s telling her she’s just a crush Jane, maybe it’s not her whom you searching for. Her brain telling her no don’t you give up make her yours, she’s your hero and your guardian angel right? But how? She said to herself, I can’t force her to love me. Make her fall for you a voice suddenly echoed in her head. Okay Jane make her fall for you. As she went back she saw Kim looking at Pie she was wondering why all of sudden Kim is interested at Pie. As she approach the table she called Kim.