I shouldn't of....... I just knew it would end bad, yet there I was telling him how I feel and he was as silent as the wind on a cold winter night. Words were coming from my mouth as if it has never been opened before and said all it could in fear the voice would be locked away once again any time soon. He said he didn't think it would work out. But I knew the real reason.
Who could like some one so awkward or stubborn or weird like me. I've spent most of my life hiding behind a book and he spent most his time either getting glory at a football game or during band. He seemed as tho he was living the life and had it all, but I thought I saw some thing behind all that.
I thought that behind those deep puppy dog brown eyes, there was a boy who just wanted to be loved and understood, just wanted life to go right and him be the best he could be. I thought he was a boy to take chances, make mistakes and learn. I can't say I'm disappointed that he wasn't all those things cause that would be hypocritical, I don't always take chances myself. But if you truly like some one you would go for it with out a second thought. Right?
I don't know if it's just me or if he truly feels as tho I am not one to take a chance on, but one thing is for certain.
I think I should of kept my big mouth shut😓😕😪😰😥😔😞🙊🙍
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PuisiHey guys tell me what u think and just know I'm not telling u to get over it I'm letting u know i care and I've had my fair share of heart breaking life events.
