Carolyn, My Fallen Angel

Meeting My Saviors

Carolyn's P.O.V.

All I can remember was running, then everything when black. I stretched out and every part of my body screamed at me. I grumbled and then I heard a voice, a deep sexy voice speak to me. “Hey princess, are you going to wake up?” this voice questioned. Then he spoke again, but not directed towards me. “Hey guys, I think she’s waking up!” I heard multiple sets of footsteps coming towards me. Then I thought to myself ‘Well I guess I should get up and figure out what the hell happened to me’. My eyes fluttered open, adjusting to the light. When my eyes focused there were five boys standing around me. I tried to sit up and the deep voice spoke again “Let me help you.” He slipped his hand under my head and helped me sit up. I looked at him. His eyes were piercing blue, jet black hair, and soft looking lips. My head was killing me, I bent over and held my head in my hands and started sobbing. “Jeremy, will you go and get a pain pill out of the top drawer and a glass of water?” The man spoke again then directed his voice at me as I heard a set of footsteps fade. He lent close and pulled me into his lap, then whispered, "Please don’t cry princess, it breaks my heart to see a beautiful face like yours cry". A few moments later the man I assume to be Jeremy walked back into the room with a small white pill and a glass of water. He set the pill into my hand and I popped it into my mouth then grabbed the water to take it down. The sexy voiced man took the glass from me and set it down on the table. "Whats your name love?" The man asked softly. 

I tried to speak but nothing came out. I cleared my throat and tired again. "My name is Carolyn Marie Taylor." My voice was shaky but the boys took no notice.

"Well I am Andrew, but just call me Andy" he sexy voice man finally had a name, it fit him too. Andy then motioned to the other four boys.

"I'm Christian, but call me CC." He gave me a cheesy smile.

"I'm Ashley, you can call me Ash, Ashley, or anything you want." he gave me a friendly wink.

"I'm Jake, nothing special." He laughed

"And I'm Jeremy, but call my Jinxx, please." He laughed.

"So, what happened to you?" CC asked, "Well if you can remember..." His face flushed and looked at the floor. 

"Umm I'm not sure if you guys want to know. I mean, how much could you care about a messed up girl like me." I sighed and looked down at my hands. I didn't recognize the clothing I was in, I remember leaving my house in my skinny jeans, feather shirt, and my really cool Batman jacket.

I looked up, all of the boy's eyes were on Andy, he ran his hands through his hair. He looked like he was trying to piece his words together. "If we didn't care, do you think you'd be here right now Carolyn?" I completely forgot about my clothes.

His words took my by suprise and I took a sharp breath in. "Well I guess not..."

"But you don't have to tell us if you're not ready to talk about it" CC said quickly.

I took a deep breath, "I'll tell you guys if you promise not to treat me like a broken child. Please...?"  I cautiously. They all nodded their head yes. I took a deep breath and started telling them close to everything. "Well my dad died when I was fourteen, my mom was a total wreck and my brother Elliott was too young to understand. I rebelled against my mom by going to parties and getting drunk or stoned. I came home either the next day or a couple days later. Mom was mad when I got home but she was too drunk herself to do anything but throw a booze bottle at me that I easily dodged. One morning when I came home, there was no one in the house. There was a note on my door that said ' I am done with your attitude and you not caring what my rules for this house are. I'm taking Elliott and were leaving. You will never see us again if I have anything to do with it.' It broke my heart. She left me in this dammed city to fight for myself. I've almost been raped a few times from staying with people I thought were my friends, and when I had no place to go I'd sleep on someones deck furniture and leave before they got up. Last night was the first time I've heard from her in five years, all she said was ' I thought your whore ass might like to know that your brother is dead. Fuck you slut.' and then she was gone. I wanted to die, my brother was my whole world and she knew that. She wanted me to feel the same way she felt when dad died, hopeless, alone, worthless. Well bravo mom, you did it. I am all of those things..." My voice broke as my dam of tears finally reached their breaking point. 

CC ran over to me and picked me up off of Andy's lap bridal style and held me close and whispered "You are not hopeless, we're here to help you, You're not alone, we're your new family. You are defidently not worthless, you are an amazing person C, I've never met a person as strong as you. Im proud of how far you have come from where you have been." His voice soothed me, but the tears kept spilling over my lashes.

CC set me back down in Andy's arms, I burried my face into his neck and my tears fell over his feather tattoo as he rubbed my back, that reminded me, where are my clothes? "Umm guys? I dont mean to seem bi-polor, but where are my clothes?" I laughed. 

Jake spoke up "Jinxx and I need to go to the shop, were gonna be late. We'll let you guys talk about what happened." Jinxx and him walked out of the room. 

"So...?" I asked nervously. Andy got red and CC scratched the back of his neck. 

"Well, it was raining when we found you in the ally behind our shop and your clothes were drenched." Ashley stopped and scrated the back of his neck, looking imbarassed. "Then, uhh, Andy pulled your shoes and pants off once we got you back here and lid the onsie over your legs and then unzipped your sweatshirt and took it and your shirt off. Then he had me hold you up to slip your arms in and zip it up. We didnt do anything but that, I promise Carolyn. We're not that low." he must have added that last part before taking a breath because my face went pale knowing that they saw me almost naked. I mean while I was unaware of it

"I.. I b..believe you guys." I stammerd. They all sighed in relief. "Umm so where are my clothes?" I giggled. 

Andy picked me up off of his lap and ran over to the closet. He grabbed my bag off of a hook and brought it over to me.  "Here you go Car, I washed everything after we put you into bed. Your phone is in here too."

"Thank you guys, so so much. I'll get changed and get out of your hair." I sighed and went to walk into the bathroom when a hand grabbed a hold of my arm and turned me around.

I turn and see CC's hazel-brown eyes on the verge of tears. "You can't leave C, you have no where to go. Stay with us! We'll keep you safe, and fed. Please stay C..." He begged, his voiced faltered into a whisper when he asked me to stay. It broke my heart.

Andy grabbed my face and made me look up at him. I didn't know I put my head down until he forced my gaze to meet his. "Stay. Please?" he mumbled. 

"I've been on my own for so long. Can I have a moment to think about it? Just until I change?" I feel ashamed that I can't just trust them and say I'll stay. Maybe I'm just too used to people coming into my life, breaking me apart, and then leaving me to break up the pieces on my own. I slipped off the onsie and folded it and set it on the bed. I pulled on my jeans, shirt, and my socks. I walked out the bedroom door to find Andy, CC, and Ashley waiting for me right on the other side. "What the hell guys!? Are you trying to scare the shit out of me?!" I hollered, then crossed my arms across my chest. They all seems startled by my outburst and took a small step back. 

"We're sorry C. We didn't know that you were going to walk out of the door." CC blushed and looked towards his feet.

I set my hand on his shoulder "It's okay CC, I'm fine. I promise." He smiled and I returned it.

"So, now the first order of business. We are going to get you a new wardrobe." Ashley smirked. "Well that is if you want to stay with us."

"I would love to stay here with you guys. I feel safe here." I said truthfully.

Andy pulled me into a hug and pushed his face into my hair and said "Good, because now, nothing can hurt you Car. You're our responsibility now."  

Authors Note!

Hey guys, this is my first update and I would like to know if I'm off to a good start. I am going to try to upload at least one chapter a day. So please be flexible tho. I have tons of homework so the updates will most likely be later at night. I hope whoever reads this enjoys it. I have about 27 pages written in my notebook to put on here. Comment what you think about this and help me become a better reader. If you want to be a charecter in this book, message me or comment the name and what part you want in this book. Thank you.Xxx