Call It Off [Boy X Boy]

Chapter Nineteen

•Chapter 19•
*Alexs POV*

If homophobia triggers you I suggest skipping a part. I'll put ~~~~ when its about to come and when it stops!

-A month and a half later-

I sigh in happiness as I rest my head on a pillow on the couch.

"Finally." I mumble.

Ethan plops down beside me.

"It's about time." Ethan smiles at me, slightly sweaty.

"The house is fully furnished and looking amazing." I smile.

I look at the gleam in his eyes and my heart melts.

Which is when I have a bright idea.

"Hey Astor?" I yell.

"Hm?" He comes down the stairs.

"Do you mind if we go out for an hour or two? I have somewhere I'd like to take Ethan?" I ask.

"It's no problem. I have xbox to play, duh." He runs back upstairs.

I roll my eyes.

"Teenagers." Ethan mumbles.

I just chuckle and grab his hand. We race out to the car and I hope in the drivers seat. We buckle up and I turn on some music to fill the silence.

I start becoming unbelievably nervous. My hands are super sweaty. I'm gripping the steering wheel as if I'm mad. I'm not relaxed at all.

"Calm down, calm down, calm down." I repeat to myself in my head.

Everything will be okay. It's fine.

What if he says no?

What if it's too soon?

It's probably too soon.

You're being stupid.

Can you even handle the rejection? You'll go home and cry.

You cry over this anyways so what's a little rejection.

I shake my head to stop the thoughts.

"You good?" Ethan looks over at me.

"Yeah. Yeah, I'm fine." I force a smile.

We make it to the park and I smile at the memories. We both get out and I lead him past the playground and I just sit on the grass.

"So I didn't know how to word this. Or how to even go about it. But I figured bringing you to a place where we made happy memories would be a good start." I pause, looking up at him.

Ethan just looks confused.

I grab his hands and close my eyes tightly, trying to erase any bad thoughts. I finally open my eyes and look directly at him.

"Would you be my boyfriend, again. I know its kind of soon but-" I get cut off.

His lips are on mine in an instant and I melt into it.

It's cut short due to the fact that we're near a park and PDA in public isn't a big thing for either of us.

"Is that a yes?" I chuckle.

"Of course its a yes." He smiles at me and pulls me into a hug.

I sigh contently into his arms.

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"I don't want to wear this stupid shirt or these stupid pants with this stupid shirt." Astor grumbles.

"Tuck your shirt in, you look like you were raised in a barn." Ethan scolds him.