regrets

When I First Saw You

habang ako'y nakahiga, malamang sa kama dzuh alang alang naman sa basura mygahd sizst, nabored ako kaya nagchat ako sa gc namen siyempre kapal ako HAHAHA

- pengeng kachat mga sizst!
- .....
- tae! mga seener famous kayo ghorl?!

antagal kong naghihintay, pero buti nalang may nagpm!

- you recieved a message from Kiro Jimenez

taeee! dream come true may nagchat na din! huhu

- hey ada! -kiro
- uyyy! kiro! i've been waiting for your chat! -ada
- charot! HAHAHA-ada
we've been chatting a while... then suddenly he told me this.

-Hey kiro! thanks for keeping me company </3 -ada
- ada, can I tell you something?- kiro
- sure.-ada
- Lets face it, you were not waiting for me, or someone else who wants to chat with you, right?-kiro
- huh? wdym kiro? - ada
- you were just looking for someone para pampalipas ng oras right? kasi naghahabol ka pa din sa taong hindi ka gusto at sinasaktan ka lang. -kiro
- wtf kiro? -ada
- am i right? -kiro
- .... -ada
- tngna naman ada! ako yung nandito! Ako yung laging naghihintay sayo! Ako lagi yung nagbibigay ng halaga sayo! -kiro
- I-im sorry, kiro.... -ada
- BAKIT KASI HINDI NALANG AKO -kiro

ada's pov
those words echoed in my mind, especially my reply...

-KASI YOU ARE NOT CJ! -ada
-AND YOU WILL NEVER BE CJ! - ada
- oh, so that's why? Thanks for letting me know, ada -kiro

- i'm sorry ha? -kiro
-hindi ko kasi alam bakit sa dinami daming babae sa mundo -kiro
- ikaw pa nagustuhan ko -kiro
- wala eh, ganun talaga -kiro
- you can't decide your own future -kiro
- but you can plan it. -kiro
- and i planned my future, to be you -kiro
- but i guess, -kiro
- hindi pwede yun haha -kiro
-im sorry ada, hindi ako si cj eh -kiro

-i-im sorry kiro
-nadala lang ako sa emotions ko,,,

and that's when i realized that kiro, kiro gave everything to me while loving cj, was one sided