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- song inspiration: sunflower, vol 6 - Harry Styles
2:39am
I laid awake thinking, i could never escape my own head. I breathed heavily as my anxiety grew.
Suddenly the phone rang quietly. It scared the shit out of me.
"hello?" my voice was groggy. "hey ads" michaels shaky voice came from the other side.
"are you okay mike? it's late" i asked looking at the time as i flicked my lamp on. "no" he said softly. "i suffer from insomnia.." he said as he breathed carefully. "and i'm having an episode and i can't sleep grumps" his voice was rough and shaky. "oh mike"
"would you mind.." he sounded shy. "i'm on my way" i reassured him already knowing what he was gonna ask. "please hurry ads" he said as the line cut.
I packed a quick bag not knowing how long i would be there but i didn't have time to get changed, so pjs it is.
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I mean hey, atleast they are cute.
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3:23am
I walked to the door and knocked lightly. "your here" michael sighed in relief and pulled me in for a massive hug.
"i'm here michael" i held his face and wiped his tears.
"cmon lets get you back in bed hey?" i patted his back and held his hand. "you look adorable by the way" he chuckled.
"thank you for coming, i'm sorry" he said softly as he sat on his bed. "don't ever be sorry, if anything like this happens you call me ok? i'll be here in a heartbeat i promise" i smiled softly playing with the sleeves of his pajamas.
"no women has ever treated me as good as you do" he laid down. "what do you mean mike?" i asked laying next to him.
"your always there for me" he sighed fiddleing with the sleeve of my jumper. "for ever and always smelly, you can't get rid of me" i winked causing him to chuckle. "can we cuddle Lay?" he asked.
"anytime" i smiled getting under the covers. He held me in his arms.
after 2 hours of is just holding each other. I have never felt so safe, his long arms were placed over my torso comfortably.
He tucked his head into the crook of my neck. He was finally drifting off. "sleep well my love" i smiled as i continued to run my hands through his hair.
"you make me feel so safe" i muttered softly even though he couldn't hear me.
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11:34am
"morning" michael mumbled into my shoulder as i woke up from my peaceful slumber. "morning applead" i smiled turning to him kissing him softly.
"what's the time?" i asked. "eleven thirty four" michael looked over to the clock.
"shit i need to get home, everyone will wonder where i am" i panicked getting out of bed but being pulled back into bed by michaels lanky arms.
I giggled as he placed kisses along my jaw. "mhm i like this, but i really need to go mikey" i sighed.
"please don't goooo also i like it when you call me that" he grinned. "i have to, but i'll call you ok? promise" i smiled grabbing my things.
"i'm gonna hold you too that" he grabbed his pillows and placed his chin upon them.
"okay, gotta run" i smiled getting my keys out. "let me walk you out" he jumped out of bed. "no no, go back to sleep you need it" i held his hand.
"ok but let me walk you out" he pleaded. I huffed "fineee" i smiled walking downstairs hand in hand.
"okay gotta go now for real" i chuckled after michael kissed me for the millionth time that morning. "i appreciate you coming here for me" we put our foreheads together.
"if you need me. I'm here" i pecked his lips. "i'll call you mikey" i smiled as i walked out the door.
"i'll be waiting gorgeous" he smiled waving me off.
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I arrived back home nervously wondering if they would question where i was.
"hey" i smiled walking in the door fast to avoid questions.
"where did you sneak off to late last night eh?" my mother wiggles her eyebrows. "no where, just out" i shrugged taking a bite of toast from Dante's plate.
"ugh! stronza [ asshole ]" dante groaned. I just laughed and messed his hair up. "okay well, wherever you were i like the mood it put you in" Mother smiled once again. "me too" i admitted quietly.
"hey is katie coming around today? i haven't seen her in a while" i furrowed my eyebrows asking dante.
"maybe she hasn't called back" he shrugged buttering another piece of toast.
"okay well let me know, i'm gonna go take a nap" i snickered. "up all night fucking someone" giovanni walked in the room, trying to get a rise out of me.
I stuck my tongue at him and flipped him off. "fuck off" i laughed hitting him playfully. "where's pa and ryke?" i asked.
"out, getting stuff to make some stuff i don't know i didn't listen" my mother laughed.
"okay mamma" i chuckled walking upstairs.
I opened my door and layed flat on my bed closing my eyes for..just..a second..
