Flash back to reality

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When I woke up memories started to flash through my head. My father pushing me grabbing me saying I'm worthless. Then I saw me sitting on the floor cutting myself tell the blade got dull. My flash back ended I opened my eyes and sat up. I started to tear up a little I didn't blame my self for what was happening how my dad rapped me and abused me for so long. I didn't break up with Daniel because I blamed my self for what happened. I broke up with him because he cheated on me and made me feel worthless. I grabbed my phone and saw I had 13 messages from Daniel and 2 form Reese I opened Daniels up to get that out of the way

Daniel- morning

Can I pick u up

?

?

We need to talk

I need u back

I message ur sis she said ur staying home cause ur sick

You okay

Message me back when u get this

Love ya

<3

Ima give u a ride tomorrow

Bye

Me- hey sorry don't need a ride just leave me alone

Then I opened Reese's

Reese- morning beautiful

Heard u are sick hope u feel better

Me- I'm not sick just don't feel like going to school

Reese- in that case I'll be over in a bit

Just then my sister walked in

"Hey Daniel message me and I told him you were staying home with the flu. cause I don't think you really wanted to talk to him."

" No I really didn't thanks for that"

"No problem we'll im going to school then to court are you sure you don't wanna go to the court hearing"

I sighed "no I don't want to see his face"

" It's okay I understand"

My sister was the lucky one she didn't get rapped or beat up she left 2 years before to stay with my mom I stayed behind with my dad he started to drink and that's when he did all that stuff to me. I was to much to handle. Daniel saw my cuts one day in school and he came to see if I was alright he walked in on my dad and me and he called the cops my mom and sister came down and stayed with me. Now my dad is going to court to see what is time is. everyone thinks I should be there to see him go away so I wouldn't be scared any more and feel safe. but I think it will just get worse I stop cutting the week when he left.

My sister walked out and I heard the door shut and her car drove off. I was in a sports bra and a cut of tee and shorts u could see the scars on my legs so I put on sweat pants. ten minutes later the door bell rang I went done to the front door and opened it. it was Reese. As soon as I opened the door he look up and smiled.

"Hey good morning"

"Hey so why did u want to come over"

"What a guy can't just come over to see a girl he really likes"

I started to blush then walked into the living room he shut the door and came in to.

"So wanna watch a movie"

"Ya sure"

" Do you wanna go into my room or stay here"

" Let's go ino your room"

We walked into my room and put in the fault in our stars. we curled into my bed and cuddled together. during the part where it says always will be your okay Reese locked hands together

" Always will be your okay" I leaned in and rested my head on his chest. he brought my head up and kissed me so sweet and gentle yet powerful and strong. I kissed him back with everything I could give and he toke that.

He leaned into my ear

" Will you go on a date with me"

" Yes I will go on a date with you"

He kissed me again more powerful this time and gentle.

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