POETRY ♥ on LIFE & LOVE

Dear.........

12/15/10

DEAR.......

These days seemed so simple and uneventful

Not like those times when everything was so horrifying and wonderful

Back to the days when we first met

It was the very first page, like it was accidentally set 

Like chains that always leave me with no choice since I'm bind

I must be going out of my mind

Going with everything else even with the risks that I might face

I started to run free and quickened my pace

So many things that were left unsaid

I wanted to get into you mind, read it like an open book and if i have to, I might raid

You said "you made my heart bleed" what does that mean?

I tried countless times to make you answer it while you simply reply "you know it, try to think about it" why suddenly say that scene?

Another time you said to a friend "I want to get back with her" her, you meant me, why?

Of course another useless effort to make you speak your mind so i was just sat and sigh

I know you really value me as a friend, recently you said that

Really? you're lying again? what about all the other stuff you said and spat

I don't get the fact why you keep saying these useless things

You told me you didn't love me, I always remember that like a doorbell that dings

Sure I was sad but I realized that it wasn't really what i wanted

I did my very best to get rid of this stupid heartbreak, so i set off and ranted

It took some time but my closest friends were there to heal and mend

I was supposed to write you a letter that was supposed to send

Thinking differently that I don't need to explain

Good or bad times whatever they may be, for me it's like a disastrous but blissful rain

Life is described as unexpected so why question?

My life was burning up like a combustion

I let myself be who I want to be

Because I wasn't the grudge type of girl, can't you see?

I get so mad at the simplest of things you know that, I might even erupt

I look to the bright side of things and its events that are so abrupt

It made me wake up to reality and it's truthfulness

All those lessons I've learned, absorbing it little by little and its goodness

My thoughts will let go everything about you, until i see you again

We'll surely cross paths, and that one day I'll make sure to say hi

No longer caught up in the past that's tauntingly filled with sigh

Let's make it right, countless times you said that to me

You just wanted to make peace so let's start with something new so we're free

Good luck with everything

While we're away, there's always a memory we'll start to reminisce, and that counts for something

WRITER'S NOTE: crammed, crappy, suckish i know :P

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