is it love of just sex? Choni

cheryl i love you

narrator- toni walked away after her talk with cheryl leaving cheryl  broken hearted wishing she could talk to jason she has only one way to see him is to go to the place where he died and die there she thought mabye they will meet each other again she thought no body loves her any way her mom hits her for being gay and the only person she thought could love her only wanted sex with her so she can leave the next day so she hops into her red converable and heads to the cold snowy river she texts veronica and says thank you for trying to stop this but i just cant i'm going to be with jason  veronica tells archie that cheryl is about to kill her self and archie tells jughead and jughead tells betty and betty goes over to toni with another girl and says toni its cheryl and toni says i don't care about her and betty said she is about to kill her self and toni pushes the girl off her and says where is she!!!  down sweet water river  we have to go now toni says but betty said no we have to call the cops and what have them fish her out of the water now way they are going to take to long jughead says no i think betty is right we should call the cops veronica agrees but archie says no toni is right by the time the cops get there cheryl is going to be dead and frozen in ice and we will have to wait till summer to get her out we have to go now!!! toni says veronica and betty and jughead refuse and toni says know what fuck you all i'm going to go get her i cant let her die plz guys i just cant let her die jughead says why do you even care topaz no im not doing this im leaving she takes her motersicle and heads to sweetwater river archie folows her in veronica's car and when toni and archie get there cheryl is on the ice punching it to make a hole so she can fall in and drown but toni starts to run twords her and betty jughead and veronica get there and says toni no the ice is to thin you will fall through and they start to try to calm her down and she just keeps on punching and toni starts to talk and says cheryl plz dont do this cheryl turns around slowly and says why do you care toni you just said you did not care about me or love me toni cuts her off cheryl i do love you you make me so happy when i'm around you i love you cheryl major blossom !! i love you  cheryl turns around and starts to walk twords toni and the archie and betty and veronica and jughead but the ice gives out and she falls through the ice and that is when every thing just went black a she just ran twords cheryl the core 4 follow her she is gone when they get there and jughead says the curent has her that is when archie says everybody spread out they all are looking through the snowy river and archie  finds her and says she is over here  and starts to punch throught the ice but the ice just wint brake so toni goes to her motersicle and grabs her gun and begins to shoot the ice a little way  away from cheryl the last shot brakes the ice and toni is able to grab cheryl and pull her up onto the ice and she is not breathing tho so she starts to give her mouth to mouth and eventally cheryl spits up the water and starts to breath again and veronica says i will take her to my house so she can get warmed up you can come to toni ok toni says i have to explane why i did that to her i'm such an idiot i should have just told her how i feel and just tell her that i love her its just i shut ppl out bc the last person that i loved broke my heart toni say but how do you know that cheryl is like that veronica says i don't and when she wakes up even if she hates me i will tell her how  fell 5 hours later cheryl wakes up to veronica sleeping and toni just sitting there she rolls her eyes  at toni and turns back around and toni says look cheryl i know you hate me but can i at least tell you why i shut ppl out i know it will not make a diffrence but i just want you to know its not your fault that i treated you like that its just that a year ago i was inlove with somebody and they cheated on me with my best friend and i even toke her back but she eventually left me for her i was heart broken and i vouled to never love again but when i met  you and started to fall in love with you i got scared so i pushed you away i really do love you cheryl and i know this does not ch- she is intruped by cheryl kissing her it felt good like the whole world just stoped for that moment the kiss felt like every thing toni was thinking about just went away andshe was just focast on cheryl and her soft lips that felt like pillows and tasted like cherry mixed with river water but toni did not mind she was just so happy cheryl was okay and that even if she hated her she knew why toni was like that she broke away and cheryl said i can help you love again just say yes yes toni says plz teach me cheryl