What Did I do Wrong?

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Author's POV

Jimin is cooking Junmin and his dinner, when he hears a sound shuffling towards him. "Junmin... Aigoo, aigoo. Now you will be cranky." He said before lifting him up. He kept on making dinner as he had Junmin who had made a fuss after Jimin had tried to put him down.

"Eomma, dada." Junmin said. "Dada went to his house, baby" Jimin said. "Dada," Junmin wiggled out of Jimin's arms and ran to go look in the living room, making Jimin sigh. "Baby, dada went home. He's not here, right now. Maybe another time." Jimin tried explaining but Junmin started crying. He pulled his baby towards him and started humming his favorite tune.

"Dada," Junmin mumbled again as he hid his face in the crock of his eomma's neck. Jimin lifted him up and put him in his highchair. "Baby, aren't I enough. I can be eomma and dada, like always." Jimin said trying to make his son smile but Junmin wasn't having it.

"Dada..." he said again and Jimin didn't know what to do. He got him a plate of his favorite meal. He really loved bulgogi and it made him happy to see his son eat it because it reminded him so much of how Jungkook would eat it a lot at school

When he tried feeding Junmin, Junmin pushed his plate away, resulting in it falling on the floor. "Junmin, you never spill food." Jimin shouted and Junmin gasped. "Oh my goodness, baby. I'm sorry." Jimin said and picked up his son and hugged him. "Baby, I'm sorry." Jimin said and tears appeared in his eyes. He had never shouted at his son. Even if it was important to say this to him, he should have been more gentle.

"Eomma..." he heard his son say before feeling a small kiss on his cheek. Junmin usually did this to apologize. "It's okay baby. Eomma is also sorry." Jimin said and sat his son in his highchair again. He cleaned up the food off the floor and got another plate. This time, Junmin ate but Jimin could see that his son was very sad.

They heard a knock on the door and Jimin wondered who it was. He got up and went to the door. He looked through the peephole and saw, Jungkook. He opened the door and couldn't believe it. Jungkook was truly standing in front of him.

"Thank goodness, I am at the right door." he said and Jimin giggled. "I missed that giggle." Jungkook admitted and Jimin smiled. "Come on in." Jimin said, stepping aside to let Jungkook in.

"We were having dinner. You can join us." Jimin said and Jungkook nodded, following Jimin to the kitchen where they found Junmin eating his bulgogi.

"Dada," Junmin shouted and Jungkook came to lift him up. He didn't care that Junmin's hands were all full of food. "Sorry about that." Jimin said but Jungkook just shrugged it off. "Don't worry. It's all good. It just shows that I'm a parent." Jungkook said smiling.

"Do you want it? I mean, being a parent, do you want that?" Jimin asked, giving a plate to Jungkook and taking one for himself. They started eating and Jungkook would sometimes give a piece of meat to Junmin, who would eat it like he didn't just eat his own plate a few minutes ago.

"Jimin, if I had known that you were pregnant, I would have moved the earth out of its orbit just to keep you with me. I even searched for you but gave up because I didn't have the slightest idea where you could be." Jungkook stated and gave Jimin a bittersweet smile.

"I'm sorry Kookie.  I wish, I wasn't a coward." Jimin said looking down. "Jimin, you did this for our son. You had every right to leave. I wasn't in any position to protect you. So, I don't blame you. I also let you go for the same exact reason." Jungkook said.

"Booboo..." they heard Junmin say and Jimin smiled. "Now that you saw dada, you are ready for bed." he said and took his son from Jungkook before pulling his shirt down and nursing his baby.

"It's still unbelievable. To think that you gave birth and are now nursing our child." Jungkook said. "I'm proud of you and thank you." he added and Jimin smiled before extending his hand and holding Jungkook's. "Thank you for coming back tonight." Jimin said smiling.

"Does it hurt?" Jungkook asked the curiosity getting the best of him. Jimin laughed and shook his head. "Labor hurt and nursing hurt for a few days but not anymore. It feels like a connection between you and your child." Jimin answered.

"I wish I could have been by your side when you were in labour." Jungkook stated. "Don't worry, I was safe. My c-section went very well. I actually had friends who helped me a lot. Taemin and his wife and also Baekyun and Chanyeol." he stated and Jungkook smiled, happy that Jimin was well taken care of but also that he didn't have any competition.

"Here." Jimin said, handing a sleeping Junmin to Jungkook. "His room is the door on the left." he pointed to it and Jungkook took his son to bed. He made sure to dress him in his PJ's first and finally gave him a kiss before leaving the room.

"You seem different." Jimin said. "How so?" Jungkook asked. "I don't know. You aren't as afraid as before." he added. "I actually had brain surgery." Jungkook answered and Jimin's eyes widened. "Really? When? Are you okay?" he said.

"Yeah, about a year ago. My doctor took a scan of my brain and he told me that the part that was damaged could be taken out and that wouldn't necessarily fix me but it would give me the ability to think for myself to some degree." he answered and Jimin nodded smiling. "I am so happy for you." he said. "Thanks." Jungkook answered.

"Why are you here, Jungkook?" Jimin asked when they had gone back to sit down in the living room. "I came back to do the one thing, I should have done a long time ago." Jungkook stated. "And what is that?" Jimin said. "This..." Jungkook said and pulled Jimin him, crushing their lips together.

Jimin out of reflex, moaned....

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The next morning, Jungkook got up to find Jimin still asleep. He kissed his temple and got up to find Junmin starting to wake up in his room. "Dada!" he said extending his arms out of his cribs in order to be picked up. "Good morning big boy." Jungkook said, heading to the kitchen for some breakfast.

He found some cereal for Junmin and he made some eggs for himself and Jimin. Soon, Jimin came downstairs, limping a little. "Good morning." Jungkook said. "Good morning," he answered and leaned to kiss his son and Jungkook. He finally sat down and they had breakfast.

For once, Jimin didn't feel like something was missing from his life. Last night, he had found it. That missing piece had been Jungkook all along. He had felt like he wasn't enough for Junmin after he shouted at him yesterday but today, he felt like he was more than enough. He felt happy and that was the greatest feeling in the world.

Jungkook hadn't done anything wrong. Time just had another plan for him. Happiness always comes even after our darkest times.

The End...