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harry 🥀 is typing...
harry 🥀: malfoy can i talk to you

draco 🖤: where's granger and weaselbee?

harry 🥀: they're busy
harry 🥀 is typing...
harry 🥀: please can i just talk to you
harry 🥀: i don't knpw who else to go to pkease

draco 🖤: jesus are you drunk??

harry 🥀: no
harry 🥀: wish i was

draco 🖤: what about chang? i'm sure she'd be more than happy to talk to you

harry 🥀: i can't talk to her about this

draco 🖤: why??

harry 🥀 is typing...
harry 🥀 is typing...
harry 🥀: i just can't

draco 🖤: okay well what's wrong?

harry 🥀 is typing...
harry 🥀: i don't know what's wrong with me im just never happy anymore and no matter how hard cho tries or my friends i justcant smoile genuinekly at them and i have this weight pulling me down and i dotn knwo why and they think theres something wrong with me so i have to smile at tejm when they tell jokes becausee i font want them to think im insane but im not hapopy and i dont know what ot do. i cant eat food without wondering how many calories are in it or how fatty it is and judge myself even tho people tell me im tpo skinny and dont need yo worry but i do becauyde the vbar is so high and i camt reach my own standards i know im hard on myself byut i cant sytop this mindset ajd i dont know who can help me
harry 🥀: i dont even love cho anymore because whenever im with her i cant help but think about how much she must hate me and ive convimnced myself that she doesnt even like me so ive secluded myself and no matter how hard i try i cant bring myself to kiss her or even touch her because i just dont feel anything at all

draco 🖤: well that's a first

harry 🥀: what

draco 🖤: i've finally found someone as fucked up as me
draco 🖤 is typing...
draco 🖤: look you've been through a shit ton. it's normal that you're having these thoughts, and feeling this negative. i'd recommend just talking to someone about it. believe me it helps a lot. i've been through my own shit too, i know how you're feeling. i'm here if you need to talk, but i know that sometimes it gets to the point that you just genuinely don't want help. but honestly that's the best thing for you.

harry 🥀 is typing...
harry 🥀: thank you
harry 🥀: i feel better. probably for the first time in weeks

draco 🖤: i'm glad :)

harry 🥀: draco?

draco 🖤: mhm?

harry 🥀: things will get better for you too

draco 🖤: i wouldn't be so sure :)

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