Well that was probably the worst counselling appointment ever for me
hi my name is skylyn and i'm 16 years old i have a fucked up mental health i struggle with depression anxiety eating disorder borderline personality disorder and suicidal thoughts i'm in my parents car on my way to the hospital because i told my counsellor i was going to kill my self tonight so she obviously couldn't keep that to herself because it's putting me at risk or something like that i don't remember
right now my parents are taking me to the hospital they don't like taking me to the hospital because i just end up being admitted i'm in grade 11 but i rarely go to school i skip school and go to parties or get high with friends because schools boring why should i go to school for the future i'm not going to have
at the hospital 🏥
we just arrived to the hospital they said a crisis worker would be coming up soon to talk with me so that's fun i'm going to go outside with my mom so i can have a smoke break because it may be my last for a while so yee .
i'm right now meeting with the crisis worker she's super nice so i'm happy for that after i talked to her my parents went into a different room to talk with her i'm right now talking to my friends to tell them what's going on they said that they will come up tomorrow to visit me if i get admitted my friends are super nice i know you must be wondering why i'm the way i am my life hasn't been all sunshine and rainbows my sister killed her self when i was 6 so i had ptsd from that because i walked in on her dead bodie and then my parents got a divorce so i live with my mom and stepdad for most of the time my dad hurt me as a child so i don't like to see him because of that
Staff: St
St: hi you must be skylyn
S:yes
St:can you put this gown on for me please
S:uh ya sure why?
St:the doctor won't let you wear clothes yet
S:oh okay
St: your mom will help you change
S:okay great
M:hi sweetie i'm sorry to see this happen again i love you
S:i love you too
M:your going back to the floor you've been on before
S:really
M:ya they have a free bed so
S:okay good
M:i'm going to go home i'll see you tomorrow if i can make it up here
S:okay great love you
St: i'm going to walk you up to the floor
S:okay
we made it to the 3rd floor i saw the staff they honestly weren't surprised that i'm back but it's okay cause neither am i 😂
St:hey skylyn you're back
S:yup but i'm not surprised
St: well let's get your bed made so you can go to sleep
S: did your mom take your phone ?
S: uh no
St:okey you know we have to take it
S:can i write down my friends phone numbers
St:yes if i'm watching you
S:okey great
welp i'm going to sleep now see you tomorrow
