Letters To You

The Feeling

I thought she loved me..
I was fooled, thinking someone overlooked my charm. Actually began to believe that someone fell in love with
Me
I thought it was real..
Like a matched made in heaven but for heavens sake, I am trapping her. Somewhere she doesnt want to
Be
Maybe i am exaggerating..
A little dehydrated, but wasn't it me being thirsty the reason why we are in this mess.
Maybe I was wrong about her.. could she really be just like the rest ?
A victim?
Candy said i was cupids child because people loved me whether they intended to or not. But I am just a trial and error ..an experimental project handed by Satan herself. Proven that anyone falls if I just
Listen
I guess she didn't mention, that my life would suffer tragically when she offered. Or maybe it was laid perfectly on the contract. In chronological order of how many times my heart would be broken just to make others pump.
A system ?
Are you kidding? I dont even understand why im surprised .heart isn't the issue. It's the charm that always lies. Everyone else gets to feel it. Their experiences implies, that I will never get to grasp it. Everything I touch surely dies.
A rhythm.
I thought wrong. It is obvious to the oblivious. But I couldn't see it ? It's disguises were ridiculous. I knew it. I still flexed as it taunted
Me
I thought wrong. I can't feel it. I'm blessed with this curse. Never being able to hold what I give. It cannot be given. What's unsaid is written. What's undone is finished. Those unborn have lived it. It is a challenge though I am gifted. It's all part of my image.. The ones I can't have will flaunt
Me