Letters To You

Heaven

I need you. 

I was drowning in my own blood but you kept me afloat with your wounds. 

A life vest.  

I needed a break from what i thought was pain but you open my eyes to heaven.

A mindset. 

Snatched me from hell and gave me the sweetest fruit in which i thought was

forbidden. Those snakes hung from branches of my family tree. I always dreamt of greener grass. Keeping it cut is what made me a victim. Searching for your attention because my intentions were to keep my name alive while i was making a killing. 

What is love if i dont fall? But if i fall niggas would say that I'm tripping.

You saved me from years of resentment. Even when things got complicated and i went missing. 

I apologize for empty times and gray skies. 

Pardon my mind.

I need you by my side apart from you being mine. Years passed and still i wonder how you feel. Are your thoughts mutual? 

Contemplation shattered my concentration. Thinking loving you would drive me to my 

funeral. I didnt believe that this was a need. Indeed 

life was a game to me and i cheat. Wont take a defeat. But now i see what it means to be complete. 

I need you. 

Like coffee in the morning. 

Like water. 

Like air. 

Whatever obstacles roll near i need you here. Cause i cant take another tear; i swear. I may look as if i do not care. But im closer than i appear. And it has only been a year. Its like 

nobody compares to you 

and i fear that this is foolish. "Puppy love" to the fullest. That say young love is so stupid. 

But young love is Cupid. 

I promise i wont mistreat you. Desert you or leave you. Either side you might lean to. Ill feed you nothing but thee truth. I know when i write about you i tend to get off track although i dont mean to. The point is .... 

I need you.