Dear diary,
I already have to control my blood lust and that's hard sometimes. Especially when i'm in a crowd. I'm smelling all that yummy blood and i'm about to lose control and eat all that yummy people.
When i was a kid, Stefan talked to me and said that when i'll turn to a Vampire, he'll show me everything what i have to do to keep control, even when i'm in a crowd. But i still have a few problems with that.
My mummy told me, she'll ever love me, even when i turn to a monster anytime.
I thought, i should go to school again. I look like i'm like 15 years old and that's a good moment to accustom me in this city.
On Monday are my first 6 periods on the Mystic falls high school. My life will change!
