The thing is finding soulmates it's amazing and euphoric, you feel totally in tune with this other being and through flaws and strengths you support each other. Whenever your in there presence life just seems to be better. It's like a never ending high and there's no bad come down.
However you'll never feel as low as the day you lose them. It breaks you there's anger, rage, betrayal so many horrible emotions tearing there way through your heart and head. A need to destroy all that they were and all that you had together. But when all that stops there's just an overwhelming sensation of grief and exhaustion. It's a haunting feeling that lingers in the dark recesses of your mind that the things someone loved most about you became the very things they hate about you.
