"I'm glad, Baby boy." I turned around to face Chan, our eyes locking. "Can I try on my ears, or do we have to go to bed now?" Chan contemplated my question for a few seconds before deciding, "You can try your ears on." I giggled with excitement as I grabbed the ears off of his bed before sitting in front of his mirror, deciding where I wanted to place them. I think I like the look of them being a little to the side. After I placed them and was happy with how they sat on my head, I finally turned around to show Chan, only to find him already looking at me. "You look amazing, Baby." I blushed, looking down at my feet. "They're just cat ears, Daddy..." I spoke softly, turning back around to admire the ears. I do really like the way they make me feel, and I adore the way I look in them.
While I was admiring my new ears and tail, I didn't notice that Chan had gone to get something. "Baby boy." His voice sounded different, it sounded...deeper and huskier. I looked into the mirror, locking eyes with him. It wasn't until then that I noticed what he had in his hand: the collar. He was dangling it behind me, a sly grin plastered on his face. I can't lie, the thought of wearing a collar intrigues me. The thought of having something on me that almost signifies that I belong to Chan sounds wonderful. Having a collar now with Chan feels different than when I had a collar with Raein. Raein would use my collar as a way to show me that I was his property, that I belonged to him and that he could do whatever he wanted. But with Chan, it feels different. I'm not scared.
"This is just a cheap collar, but it's a good start. But," he slowly spoke as he reached around me and began to place the collar around my neck. "If you like this one, we can always buy you a better one." The collar had a buckle and had only a few notches, but luckily, it fit. After he was finished buckling the back, Chan slowly traced the rim of the collar, tracing a line that lead to my chin, where he motioned for me to turn towards him. I couldn't break the eye contact that we shared, there was just something in his eyes that drew me in.
I'm not sure if I was drawn in by the darkness in his eyes or just plain being submissive, but I couldn't look away. Chan kept his thumb on my chin after I turned around, making it to where I could not look away from him even if I wanted to. His eyes scanned my body slowly. As our eyes met again, I noticed a change in them. They glistened, but with something I've never seen before. "You look beautiful, Baby." "Thank you, Daddy."
My eyes traveled to his lips before going back to meet his gaze once more. "Baby boy." "Yes, Daddy?" I whispered, noticing his eyes grow soft for a moment. "Can I kiss you?" I could feel my cheeks become warm and my heart begin to race. I nodded, unable to find words at the moment. He slowly leaned in, me mirroring his actions so that we could meet in the middle. As our lips brushed against one another, I closed my eyes, anticipating the feeling of his lips on mine. The moment his lips touched mine, I could feel a knot form in my stomach, a feeling of excitement and joy. The kiss was slow but it was sweet, passionate, and had a lot of feeling in it. Chan moved his hand to softly hold the side of my face as I wrapped my arms around his neck, running my fingers through his hair.
The kiss began to heat up. Chan stepped closer to me, slowly moving us back so that my back hit the mirror. I gasped upon intact, allowing him access to my mouth. He took advantage of this opportunity and plunged his tongue into my mouth. I moaned slightly at the feeling, earning a smirk from Chan. We soon broke apart, gasping for air. I slowly opened my eyes, breathing heavily. Chan's chest rose and fell quickly as he searched my eyes. For what, I'm not sure. He sighed, smiling softly at me.
"We should get you ready for bed, Baby." Not wanting to argue, I nodded, looking down. He reached up and unbuckled my collar as I removed my ears. "How do I..." I looked down, biting my lip. "How do I remove my tail?" He blushed softly as he motioned for me to turn around. After doing so, he slowly eased the plug out of my bottom. I winced at the uncomfortable feeling but it soon faded. My butt kind of hurts now. That sucks.
"Baby boy. I feel like we should have a safe word." I furrowed my brows in confusion. Safe word? For what? He finally crawled into bed with me, taking my hand in his as he smiled warmly at me. "I mean, we should have a word or a phrase for you to use if you ever feel uncomfortable. In any situation, even if it's out in public." "But why?" Chan lifted my hand, kissing the back of it. God, he makes my heart beat so fast, I feel like it's going to jump right out of my chest. "Okay. What should it be?" Chan seemed to contemplate ideas for a few seconds before answering, "What about...jelly beans?" I giggled, but nodded nonetheless, liking the idea. "Okay, Daddy." He smiled at me, melting my heart. "If you ever feel uncomfortable or feel as though you need to stop or leave a situation, just say those words. I will do anything and everything you need to make you feel comfortable, safe, and loved."
Heat rose to my cheeks as a smile tugged at my lips, while tears pricked my eyes. I jumped onto his lap, instantly wrapping around him as I buried my head into the crook of his neck. The tears threatened to fall from my eyes, the tears of joy. Chan makes me feel wanted, needed, and loved. When I look into his eyes, I can see the love, I can genuinely tell that he loves me. The way he makes me feel is something I've never felt before. He makes me feel like the only guy in the world. Like I'm his world.
Leaning back, I gazed into his eyes, getting lost in the vastness of them. I love how warm and comforting his eyes are. "Daddy?" "Yes, Baby?" "Can we kiss again?" My cheeks burned in embarrassment but I ignored it, not wanting to break away from his beautiful orbs. Chan smiled, nodding softly. "Anything for you, Baby boy."
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Fanfiction'*•.¸♡ book 1 of the secrets series ♡¸.•*' "Chan, he...he's not much different from you." "So...Chan is a Little?" "No, Jeongin. Chan is a Dom." [ mentions of abuse/trauma ] [ mentions of death ] [ nightmares, anxiety, trauma ] [ sex scenes ] ⚠️ con...