You Can't Judge Me

Chapter two: what is it about Alex

Alex’s Prove

    The bell rang marking the end of lunch and time for my final class gym, on my way out of the library I was so lost in thought about Zander that I wasn’t looking where I was going and I walked into someone dropping my books that and fell back. When I looked up I was staring into those bright green eyes I autumnally  got up and started to gather my books, when I felt his hand brush mine as he helped me my heart was racing and my mind going crazy with thoughts of us laying in a meadow just me and zander. I was shaken out of my daydream when I felt his hand grab mine and help me up I felt my face get red looking away I thanked him and started walking to gym, before I could get halfway down the hall Zander was right next to me “Alex right “he asked when I was sure I was done blushing I nodded because I didn’t trust myself to talk. “What class do you have now?’’ Zander asked I was thinking to myself “breath Alex just relax he is just a guy like you, what am I talking about he is perfect!” I took a deep breath and slowly answered” I have gym class now” what Zander said next sent butterflies to my stomach “me too want to walk with me?’’ I knew if I spoke my voice would crack so I nodded yes, Zander and I walked to gym in silence lost in thought about how nice this is but thinking to myself why did Zander want to walk with me? Did he feel bad for me walking into him even though it was my fault. 

* In The locker room*

I don’t like changing with all the other guys I really hate my body I feel as if I am to tiny and I have no muscle mass. So instead of changing with the guys I walk into the bathroom in the locker room and go into a stall and shut and lock the door as I’m changing my mind goes to Zander and how his body is so lean and how I wonder what he would looks like naked * I Bite my lip as I picture that *. After I changed into my gym cloths I walked out the stall not looking were I was going again I walked into who other than the sexy Zander and of course he had his shirt off I couldn’t stop myself I just had to look so I took a look  damn!!! I Thought *cough * “Excuse me do you like what you see “?   Zander asked snapping me out of my thoughts, I felt my face get hot and I knew how red I must be * backing up and going around him I said sorry and walked away”

Zander’s prove

He’s so cute when he blushes and gets all shy. Wait what the fuck am thinking!!! I don’t like guys at least I don’t think I ever have but when I am around Alex I just can’t help but like him. God I need help. * I use the bathroom and put my shirt on and head out to class I scan the gym for Alex and I didn’t see him anywhere I looked again and saw him in the far end of the gym reading a book.  Gym was okay today Mr. Thomas had us playing basketball practicing our throws I was pretty good for an emo kid I mean I grew up in foster care and it was the only thing I could do without getting into trouble so I guess I became pretty good.  * bell rings* before I got the chance to go change Mr. Thomas stopped me and talked to me about trying out for the basketball team “ you’re really good Zander I think you could be Grandview’s star basketball player that is if you’re up for the challenge.” Mr. Thomas said and handed me a try outs form and told me I would need to get a physical before Thursday of next week if I hoped to even try out, I thanked him and ran to change I was the only one in the locker room Alex was gone and if I didn’t hurry up I would be late for Mrs. Bitch faces class (she’s a bitch that’s why everyone calls her Mrs. Bitch face) her real name is Mrs. Young she was the bio teacher. 

 * In Class*

I hate bio I find it really dumb and not a class that is needed in everyday life not unless you’re going to do something in since which I am not I want to do something with my art. I may not be really good right now but I have been working on art for as long as I can remember and it is my passion.