Dont let it break your heart

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by larry_bottoms_

by larry_bottoms_

"So you're saying that I was originally your alpha? But I was taken away from you? And brought back? You do realize that sounds absolutely insane, right?" Harry quizzed quirking a brow.
"Of course I do! But you have to remember something from before Taylor right? Something had to have seemed off to you!" I pleaded and watched as he had a conflicted look upon his face. Of course he said nothing and just shook his head in denial. He was never going to remember me..

~~~~~~~~Harry's POV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I hated this. Every single heartbreaking moment of this. Of course I remembered Lou, he was my omega. I could never forget him. But what I went through, he could never know...he could never find out what they did to me to get me to break like this. It would kill him especially if he knew he was the reason behind it.

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"You will break Harry, one way or another, we will get you to break." Simon laughed as a wicked smile spread across his lips.
"You will never break me and you will never get me to forget the love of my life, my soulmate!" I shouted at him only getting angrier.
"Oh, but you will Harry. You always do." He sighed as if torturing me had finally bored him out. "Bring out the chain link whips, and the shock pads, we're going to have some fun today." Simon said pointedly getting closer to my face with a smirk. All I remember after that is constant bright white searing pain and faintly hearing a mans screams, I think they were mine. The morning I had awoken in severe pain throughout my temples and back and scars that also littered my back and a few against my chest. I knew in that very moment it would be better to just keep my mouth shut and agree with everything. Because if I let them continue this way, the we're going to end up killing me...
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"I don't know who you are, alright?! What is it? Louis? Well don't fucking touch me alright Louis?!" Harry quipped out with an aggressive growl. The Look that flashed across Louis' face broke Harry's, no shattered Harry's heart. Especially knowing that the look was his fault, the pain was his fault. Something he always swore he would never do. Something he'd never be the cause of, and yet here he was breaking every single promise he ever made. Suddenly he had an idea on how to express everything to Lou without exposing himself purposely. He needed to get to the studio, now.
So that's exactly what he did, and once he got there he immediately started playing with tunes and instruments until he found the one that he felt in his heart was the perfect one. He then moved on to the lyrics. Those weren't nearly as hard, he already knew what he wanted to say, so he just started writing and writing.

Sometime's it's bad
You know that I notice
We going in and out of focus
Know what you wanna ask me
Baby, I know that you nervous
When I'm gone, everything changes
Walls going up like we strangers
Took me forever to say this

Baby, we should say it all, say it all
There's beauty in these broken walls, broken walls
Holding back is criminal, criminal
Baby, we should say it all, say it all
Yeah, baby, we should say it all, say it all
There's beauty in these broken walls, broken walls
One of us should make the call, make the call
Baby, we should say it all, say it all

Sick and tired these days and nights when you just ain't around
Reaching for somebody else but then I know what I found
Don't know why I don't say it more than I do
But everyone's selfish, you know, oh

Harry sighed feeling like a weight was lifted off of his shoulders, now if he could just sing it and get Louis to hear it....